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31 - any pronouns 😎
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Jesus fucking Christ.
meme of a person grabbing another person's shoulders hard enough to draw blood and grimacing in pain
December 5, 2025 at 10:33 PM
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well yes!
Word cloud visualization for 2025 showing your 50 most-used words, sized by frequency. Top 10: "yeosang" (96×), "cute" (86×), "fucking" (83×), "thinking" (80×), "yunho" (58×), "exactly" (49×), "write" (49×), "mingi" (49×), "fuck" (48×), "happy" (47×) (from Anisota's Annual Bluesky Harvest)
December 3, 2025 at 2:05 AM
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me: eh this will end up being short i think. i don't think i have more in me than like 4 or 5k
also me, not even close to done:
screenshot of cream text on a red-brown background saying "4,235 words"
November 30, 2025 at 1:34 AM
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appearing now for wip weds: your favorite jesters and clowns
snippet from hongsan lore boys: The first servant hums again. It must be him, the one gently tapping on the inside of Hongjoong's forearm where it's flung on top of the pillow to cement his head somewhere it will stop spinning. "Your highness? How are you feeling?" Horrid. He hadn't drank enough to die in his sleep, but he had enough to feel like dying now. "We brought tea," the annoyed one says, voice pinched. "Not poisoned. Despite my suggestion —" "Wooyoung."
November 26, 2025 at 10:23 PM
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too late I already got the appropriate level of excited bc you're good at writing
Drawing of a person burning alive in a fire with a black background and the scream "AAAAUUAAAGAHGHHHAAAAAAAA" in red comic sans font at the top
November 25, 2025 at 12:30 AM
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feeling crappy today here's a snippet ⚔️✂️
snippet from ellipsus: San tails the line, his usual habit. When he gets to Hongjoong, a pregnant pause sits between them in the place of a greeting. San's eyes rove over his face like he's never seen Hongjoong before. "Um," Hongjoong says, bewildered. "Good evening." Behind him, Wooyoung's cough sounds infuriatingly like a laugh. "Hello," San says. He's suddenly very interested in the empty bottom of his bowl. "Your hair…." Hongjoong reaches up toward his ear reflexively to push it back, but his hand misses. "Oh, yes. I. It was a little difficult to deal with out here. And I —" "Do you like it?" Wooyoung asks, interrupting whatever it was Hongjoong was saying for an entirely new, distracting tendril of thought. San is looking up at him again, eyes warm. "Yes. I think it suits you."
November 24, 2025 at 5:10 PM
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getting sassy with your arranged marriage partner: not advised
getting sassy with your arranged marriage partner when you're khj: unavoidable
snippet from my hongsan wip: Gods above. What a farce. "Good night, general." "It's San." Hongjoong's back teeth grind together. "Pardon me?" "My name," his betrothed says. There's something sharp and deliberate in the way he's standing, staring, delivering this information to Hongjoong, who has done nearly everything in his limited power to show he doesn't want anything to do with it. "In spite of your misgivings about our union, I think you should know it." "I knew it," he snaps, reckless. "I don't find ease in calling it." "It seems we have a difference of opinion here as well," San says, the corner of his mouth lifting. "Good night, Hongjoong." Then, leaving him fuming, he turns on his heel and retreats down the hall.
November 21, 2025 at 4:20 PM
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wellllllll this is happening 🥹...
snippet from my hongsan wip: So he listened. He snuck into the back of public houses and listened to the laborers' meetings. He heard the discontent, the strife, the pain caused by his father's taxations and decrees. He saw hungry children in the street. He wrote clumsy, determined screeds about the unfair treatment of the poor and posted them with no subtlety, caught and chastised over and over, but never stopping. Cultivating his expression and sharpening his opinions. He became more of a problem as the discontent grew; not quite a uniting voice, but one of polish and wit, one among many agitators, and a constant, digging thorn in his father's side, never as interested in marriage or courtly proceedings as his own pursuit of thought and justice. He needn't have experienced the shock he did at being sold off.
November 19, 2025 at 10:29 PM
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😮‍💨
outline of a fic on ellipsus: shipped off - received - living the work - avenging angel - bruised poet - living the life - bruised peach - blown out and distorted meme of Judge Judy yelling saying "bailiff! whack his peepee!!!"
November 18, 2025 at 8:03 PM
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minsang real...
screenshot from Irene | AhgaTiny (@lovelifebeauty_) on x 💬 Oppa, who do you think is the most F-type in ATEEZ? 🌻 San and me? But honestly, I think everyone is pretty evenly "F." Yunho too, and Seonghwa-hyung too - everyone is F. 🌻Mingi is F these days. In the past, it felt like he was trying to be F, but now it feels like he has adapted to being F. 🌻 Recently, I felt really understood by Mingi. Not long ago, during one of our performances, there was a pretty big issue with my in-ear monitors for a moment. After finishing all the schedules, I was feeling a bit upset about it. But Mingi said, "Ah, that kind of thing can happen," and stayed next to me, giving me a lot of empathy and comfort. I was really thankful.
November 18, 2025 at 3:55 PM
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true!!
picture of San poking his dimple with a tweet from "rat czar" (@xanthangum): haters mad cause im a cutie patootie
November 17, 2025 at 8:28 PM
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because of @suheafoams.bsky.social and @harrowsong.bsky.social ....... idk what even to say I love them
part 1 of 3 of drabbleish hongsan fic: The tent flap falls shut behind him. San is facing away. Hongjoong is thankful for the grace of it — not being subjected to the intensity of his eyes — for a breathless half-second, before his own gaze slides too easily down the slope of his broad shoulders, the dip where his spine sits, dripping like his bathwater. His short, dark hair clings wetly together in dark little teeth. The scars over his shoulders look pinker right after a hot soak. The air feels oppressively heavy as Hongjoong drags in a mouthful of it. "I wish you hadn't seen that." San rubs through his hair again with a thin, clean linen, trying futilely to dry the thicket. "Seen me like that." Marching into camp with a multitude. Staring ahead with a set, solemn jaw as his lieutenants shouted orders for food, for sharing, for places for little ones to lay their heads. part 2 of 3: Caked in dirt and blood; stinking. Hongjoong ladling out from a huge pot of hastily-made porridge and smelling him as he marched by, stomach turning, metal-sweet-sour; hearing his gruff dismissal of every suggestion that he leave and get himself together. Every inch the warmonger, thoughtless and violent, unfeeling, hilt-to-tip of his sword sticky and stained. "Such is my husband's fate, and so such is mine." And now, San is turning toward him. He's flushed from his bath, eyes heavy in his thin face. He's not sporting any new wounds outside of some bruises and scrapes, and Hongjoong finds himself faint with the relief of it, sinking into his low vanity chair. It makes it easier for him to conceal his tremble as San approaches, shaking hands curled together in his lap. He should be so lucky to be widowed, he should be freed at the tip of some monster's sword or arrow, he should be allowed freedom at the excuse of sorrow — part 3 of 3: He should say no, when San kneels in supplication. His damp hair soaks into Hongjoong's long sleeves, the front of his working robes. He sighs, bone-deep, and the feeling of it over Hongjoong's wrist is enough to send his fingers to work, stroking over cheek, over eyelashes, over the base of his skull.
November 17, 2025 at 8:17 PM
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I shant say what I'm thinking. just know I'm thinking it
Yunho laying on his back in a yellow jumpsuit with his chin tilted up towards San, who is leaning forward, tilted at the waist with his butt sticking out, wearing a green jumpsuit.
November 17, 2025 at 2:53 PM
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like. I'm insane
snippet from ch 3 of my yungisang bodyguards au: Yeosang slumps against the curve of Yunho’s neck. The velcro at the shoulder of his vest digs into his cheek, scrapes over his eye socket, but Yeosang barely feels it — any amount of effort to hold himself up now would be exhausting. Not worth it.
November 10, 2025 at 4:52 PM
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ref:
Ryan Reynolds tweet: Happy Birthday to my amazing wife. the attached photo is mainly of Reynolds himself with a sliver of his wife, Blake Lively, on the right side of the image
November 7, 2025 at 2:28 AM
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November 1, 2025 at 1:38 AM
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actually writing for the first time in forever.... 🕴️👑🕴️
snippet from my bodyguards WIP: Yeosang hogs the bathroom for a while, applying his toners and balms, dazed and comfortably full. He puts on some loose sweats and a shirt that isn't his, and it's only when he's in his old bed in his old room, looking at the curling INFINITE poster on the wall, that he realizes he hasn't slept alone in months
October 29, 2025 at 1:07 PM
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FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 27, 2025 at 10:25 PM
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drawing of a person giving a thumbs up with a smile and sparkle, with text that says "is insane and about to lose it" with an arrow pointing to the person
October 21, 2025 at 1:32 PM
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what in the cutest couple yearbook picture
screenshot from yeosang's story. it is a picture of him and san leaning together and smiling gently
October 20, 2025 at 1:57 PM
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I help
wooyoung biting hongjoong arm
October 20, 2025 at 2:23 AM
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I did in fact have a merry ol time
Picture of me at the ren faire entry gates with a :] style smile
October 19, 2025 at 10:06 PM
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postcard of your lesbian aunts in the 90s
Mingi and Yeosang (ATEEZ) posed together; Mingi is wearing a black denim jacket and glasses and has his arm over Yeosang's shoulder. Yeosang is wearing a gray sweater. They are both smiling
October 17, 2025 at 2:26 PM
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UWUWUWUWU
October 17, 2025 at 2:18 PM
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SpongeBob slipping as he enters an icy Krusty Krab
October 16, 2025 at 3:41 PM