But legitimately I'm having a hard time even trying give myself hope at all. I genuinely hate myself I did before as well but I do more so than I did before. I'm sorry to bother anyone with my mental state but yeah that's what's happening,,

To pretty much everyone, on some days I have legitimately thought of anyone would care if I was gone. I hate having as many panic attacks as I have or feeling like I am alone. I have gotten slightly better then I was but I still feel like small things are sending me and here people say it will pass-

This year has put me through the ringer so many times , some things I don't wanna mention publicly as well. I have admittedly have not favorable thoughts pretty much every day and feel defeated. My heart genuinely feels crushed,, and It geniuely feels like it won't get better. I feel like a burden-

Pretty

Bro found his favorite snack

Of course that's your title

Your favorite color

Serperior

Glaceon

Yee wish my game didn't crash for slowbro

True shiny chikorita is a fav.

Right now I have shiny Pidgey, shiny fletchling and shiny budew would have had a shiny Slowbro but my game crashed when I saw it

Thank you , have any in particular ya looking for?

Hunting for shiny ralts or buneary, got a shiny budew recently so could finally get my dream shiny of shiny roserade. Do lemme know if ya find doubles of either buneary or ralts

Not really sure,, uhm I guess pokemon za or something

Just talking I guess,, I don't really know what to do ,,

So many things bad all at once and I am struggling badly to handle it ,, I don't know what to do anymore