im sad to leave this job.....genuinely i am is....sigh....the best baking i do is poverty baking....im gonna do dishes n sleep

all i got to my name is jarred cherries from home, flour, butter, apple, cinnamon, and powdered sugar man. ish a pokebawl 😔

trying to not put too much pressure on myself these days. but its hard. im trying not to destroy everything i make. sometimes when i bake i just want to throw it in the trash like my other arts because i just dont feel worth it! but i will let this cute little pie exist. maybe someone will like it

my favorite things from friends
- "THEY ARE THE BAD GUYS?"
"Pax thats fucked up i love it"
-the time gamers in call caught me by surprise saying "THATS SICK" and i got so flustered talking abt CHAOS my heart was aflutter

wwuaah!! THANKU LICH there will be more :]

ITS ERASURE!!! PUT A DOLLAR IN THE MISGENDER JAR!!! Knight is they/them and i will SCREAM abt it

if the mail service wasnt in the shitter rn id finish the painting i promised my mom. i have nightmares of it this time of year, sitting, unfinished in a closet...i know she isnt ever disappointed in me. but god am i disappointed in myself. i wish i could finish something for once.

it would be easier if you just held on. a bit longer. we are all left with the hard parts you didnt finish. to polish my sadness into something inspiring is no easy feat. i won't deny that. but it doesnt change how much i miss you. ill always be here. resisting. breathing.

im gonna give [coworker] a pie tomorrow bc i love her i havnt rlly told anyone im leaving job besides 2 regulars and my boss. boss hates me ya but i find solace in the grunt work right now. my paws are so busy they ache. but the soreness is nothing to the grief i feel hanging over me every year.

jay and i think abt how chill u are on stream and we do go "yeeesss brooo" "haha" and we adore you tommus fox

Take er easy man! and if u see that thing u rlly wanted on a decent sale GO FOR IT!!!

heheehe thank u Ben!! :3

WWUAAAH!!! coming from the most huggable Wiz.....thank you aaawh ^//v//^ 💙💙

i just txt my boss im quitting...i have a better job lined up i will NOT feel guilty for leaving my last day is the 3rd everyone can miss how cute and talented i am at baking and making lattes!!! no more Surprise
Pax Made A Cheesecake For Fun! U lost aallll this!! [gestures my sexy monster body]