It makes me feel guilty because I’ve only been able to put in a handful of applications and I’ve been neglecting the house and myself. Heck, I haven’t even been able to plan out that far because I’m so scared of what could happen.

I have picked up some video game playing again with Stardew Valley and Silent Hill f. They help a bit. Silent Hill f is the first game I’ve completed in years. A distraction, yes, but as soon as the game is off and I’m left with my thoughts…

Yes!!

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😂 and look now, without that input we wouldn’t have that expression on his face! You were so right!

Thank you so much for that! I tried so hard on it 🥹

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Thank youuuuuu ❤️

Thank you again for commissioning me for this 🥺

Oh and saying the job chapter is over is pretty much the fact that I finally feel at ease. I’ve put in several applications and I’m just hopeful.

I didn’t talk about the unwelcome guest stuff, but it really was a lot and just too hard to explain on the internet. It really was putting a damper on a lot of things though 😫

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