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Tav mom to Alauniira/Azorah, age 30+

#Alauniira #Azorah #HouseAle’Eilsth #drowoc
Drow x Astarion dynamic hits
April 9, 2025 at 12:44 PM
My fave gort age hc:
March 28, 2025 at 4:55 PM
They had a near miss with him 20 years ago and never got over it
March 27, 2025 at 1:15 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

There’s a version of this story where this revelation spurs her to take on Ketheric’s stone Gale-style and become a Netherese energy monster that most consume more and more powerful beings to sustain herself. I consider it one of her bad ends.
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

She asks the Emperor to block off the portions of her mind that felt the pain of that betrayal so that she can continue to be the cunning leader that everyone values.
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

She was at a high point, and he managed to bring her down.

Reading those journals set the stage for her cruelty in act 3. She felt vulnerable and unprepared. She questioned whether her path with Eilistraee would be enough to win.
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

This is also during the assault on Moonrise Towers. Directly before the fight to kill Ketheric, a moment when she allowed herself to feel like the leader ppl treated her as. Worthy of their respect, maybe even finally worthy of redemption.
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

her in recovery.

She hadn’t lied to them about her past but there’s a stark difference between relaying that information and getting a first hand account.
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

She read these journals and was sick to her stomach.

“He didn’t sever my head from my body because he enjoyed fucking me.”

The revelation, the humiliation in that it was also seen by her companions who up to this point had only interacted with the version of
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

Otooh, could he afford to lose her to her own despair?
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

Otoh, he’d argue, he couldn’t stamp out the sentimentality. The softness of her hair, the way her skin tasted, the tenor of her laugh. All of these would be lost if he obeyed his god. Would she still be the same if he “distilled” her to her most potent essence?
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

how he could save the woman he loved from herself. How he had a duty - to his god, to the world, to *her* - to do this. Subtextually, if she were a brain in a jar she could never abandon him like all the others had.
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Tw: abuse, alcoholism

What she read in those journals was Gort arguing with himself. He waxed poetic about how she was a danger to herself while in the grip of her addiction. How this act could be a good thing, could preserve one of the greatest minds of a generation,
March 27, 2025 at 1:02 AM
3 dudes having old deity toxic yaoi and now the world could end
March 26, 2025 at 6:39 PM
Dew eet
March 26, 2025 at 2:16 PM