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☆ lifestyle jirai / sys vent & personal
☆ all headmates use acc, not all jirai!
⚠️ TW for sensitive content!
⭒ sp: R4V3NC0RE || ⋆ discord: nowayraerae
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@leopardsweater.bsky.social
· Jan 23
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i can not understand what is causing us to split so much. is it alters coming out of dormancy? are we under too much stress, is it a traumaversary? why are so many of them children/regressors with similar fears and mental instability? 🍛
February 13, 2025 at 9:17 AM
i can not understand what is causing us to split so much. is it alters coming out of dormancy? are we under too much stress, is it a traumaversary? why are so many of them children/regressors with similar fears and mental instability? 🍛
I feel like I'm not allowed to be near or around anyone. I hate that I make him feel guilty for just wanting to do what makes him happy. I wanted to die on the spot... He's tried so hard to find something for the two of us to do and I just don't have the drive to do anything. 🔎🌧🦋
February 13, 2025 at 1:15 AM
I feel like I'm not allowed to be near or around anyone. I hate that I make him feel guilty for just wanting to do what makes him happy. I wanted to die on the spot... He's tried so hard to find something for the two of us to do and I just don't have the drive to do anything. 🔎🌧🦋
I wonder if Jay is Ko's new FP. They don't even talk to us??? How does that even work?
It feels like he wants to crash out anytime they seem more interested in talking to/calling anyone else. They're all friends in the server but he makes it seem like a competition. 🔎🌧🦋
It feels like he wants to crash out anytime they seem more interested in talking to/calling anyone else. They're all friends in the server but he makes it seem like a competition. 🔎🌧🦋
February 13, 2025 at 1:11 AM
I wonder if Jay is Ko's new FP. They don't even talk to us??? How does that even work?
It feels like he wants to crash out anytime they seem more interested in talking to/calling anyone else. They're all friends in the server but he makes it seem like a competition. 🔎🌧🦋
It feels like he wants to crash out anytime they seem more interested in talking to/calling anyone else. They're all friends in the server but he makes it seem like a competition. 🔎🌧🦋
We're watching this movie for class and it's meant to be a comedy but I think the fact that we have an ED just... makes this painful to watch and hard to sit through. It's only been 3 minutes.. Maybe it's just my first impression... 🔎🍂
February 10, 2025 at 7:00 PM
We're watching this movie for class and it's meant to be a comedy but I think the fact that we have an ED just... makes this painful to watch and hard to sit through. It's only been 3 minutes.. Maybe it's just my first impression... 🔎🍂
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I’m in the most f*ckable time of my life and the only thing f*cking me is my mental illness
February 9, 2025 at 7:24 AM
I’m in the most f*ckable time of my life and the only thing f*cking me is my mental illness
why do i feel like im not allowed to be alive??? like i can't be myself or have good things or have fun or i need to be perfect or whatever? why cant i just be a person and live? why isnt that enough for me? 🗡⛓️
February 9, 2025 at 9:54 AM
why do i feel like im not allowed to be alive??? like i can't be myself or have good things or have fun or i need to be perfect or whatever? why cant i just be a person and live? why isnt that enough for me? 🗡⛓️
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have you ever survived a suicide attempt? embarrassing as fuck.
February 7, 2025 at 10:30 PM
have you ever survived a suicide attempt? embarrassing as fuck.
i wanna eat so much but it doesnt fit into my budget... ⛓️🌊
February 7, 2025 at 2:36 AM
i wanna eat so much but it doesnt fit into my budget... ⛓️🌊
dami's really trying to convert me to babyism (agere) when so many in the sys already regress 😭 i never woulda considered me a regressor but... anythings possible ⛓️🌊
February 7, 2025 at 2:32 AM
dami's really trying to convert me to babyism (agere) when so many in the sys already regress 😭 i never woulda considered me a regressor but... anythings possible ⛓️🌊
from the second i woke up its been hit after hit... i cant take anymore heartbreaks or disappointments today... ⛓️
February 5, 2025 at 10:41 PM
from the second i woke up its been hit after hit... i cant take anymore heartbreaks or disappointments today... ⛓️
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when you've been abused all your life so you want more and dream about more and read stories about more and
February 5, 2025 at 2:32 PM
when you've been abused all your life so you want more and dream about more and read stories about more and
i want to cry my eyes out... i wish i knew i made things more difficult before. i wouldnt have ever asked to begin with.. ⛓️
February 5, 2025 at 3:45 PM
i want to cry my eyes out... i wish i knew i made things more difficult before. i wouldnt have ever asked to begin with.. ⛓️
i just wanna play splatoon... i dont want to join this class !! i hate this class with everything in my being and its 2 1/2 hours long!! WHY!!! ⛓️
February 4, 2025 at 11:46 PM
i just wanna play splatoon... i dont want to join this class !! i hate this class with everything in my being and its 2 1/2 hours long!! WHY!!! ⛓️
not sure if drinking is a good idea after getting high last night... so i guess ill wait 💔⛓️
February 4, 2025 at 8:29 PM
not sure if drinking is a good idea after getting high last night... so i guess ill wait 💔⛓️
i want a cheeseburger but it makes me feel fat to try & make one...
February 4, 2025 at 7:10 PM
i want a cheeseburger but it makes me feel fat to try & make one...
is it ame? idk...
February 4, 2025 at 7:10 PM
is it ame? idk...
AHHHH I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH... HE SENT ME A VOICE MESSAGE !!!! 🥺🥺🥺
February 4, 2025 at 7:10 PM
AHHHH I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH... HE SENT ME A VOICE MESSAGE !!!! 🥺🥺🥺
i hate that they're our fp more than anything it literally kills us that we dont get as much attention from them as we want and i almost feel like we dont mean anything to them but they swear that we do even tho we dont see it... i cant stand when they interact w anyone else . you're MY friend!!
February 4, 2025 at 7:01 PM
i hate that they're our fp more than anything it literally kills us that we dont get as much attention from them as we want and i almost feel like we dont mean anything to them but they swear that we do even tho we dont see it... i cant stand when they interact w anyone else . you're MY friend!!
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its so blurry and thats so frustrating... i swore shu was here last night with dazai in co and now i dont know who's here... maybe ame? all i know is that im so sleepy and dreading this class
February 4, 2025 at 6:56 PM
its so blurry and thats so frustrating... i swore shu was here last night with dazai in co and now i dont know who's here... maybe ame? all i know is that im so sleepy and dreading this class
I've never felt so welcome and safe in a community like the jirai one... its so surreal that so many people struggle with what i do and how i do and we truly get how each other feel esp when many jirais have bpd as well and understand the day to day distress that comes w it.
February 4, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I've never felt so welcome and safe in a community like the jirai one... its so surreal that so many people struggle with what i do and how i do and we truly get how each other feel esp when many jirais have bpd as well and understand the day to day distress that comes w it.
would we mean anything to them if she were still alive? its such a fucked up thought to have... but...
February 4, 2025 at 6:42 PM
would we mean anything to them if she were still alive? its such a fucked up thought to have... but...
i feel so anxious and unsteady, i hate the way we look, and i'm exhausted but unable to sleep, and we're all so switchy... we had flashbacks earlier, and it's all so overwhelming... i can't deal with anything right now,, i'm gonna take melatonin and draw til i fall asleep... 🪻🐚
February 4, 2025 at 7:30 AM
i feel so anxious and unsteady, i hate the way we look, and i'm exhausted but unable to sleep, and we're all so switchy... we had flashbacks earlier, and it's all so overwhelming... i can't deal with anything right now,, i'm gonna take melatonin and draw til i fall asleep... 🪻🐚
maybe today's just a short fuse day for me but that really irritated me
like i asked so i could get an answer, not for you to repeat the same thing you just said 🩹
like i asked so i could get an answer, not for you to repeat the same thing you just said 🩹
February 4, 2025 at 12:36 AM
maybe today's just a short fuse day for me but that really irritated me
like i asked so i could get an answer, not for you to repeat the same thing you just said 🩹
like i asked so i could get an answer, not for you to repeat the same thing you just said 🩹