It's awful. Theres not a drug on the market that can induce REM sleep or I'd gladly take it. When we did my apnea test I had 2% rem sleep over two nights, and it should have been 21-23%. Now I fight sleep all day long and have maybe 10 minutes of energy a day at the most.

I'm having fun making them . Gets my creative juices going in the morning.

Poor Ellie, her paws were so cold. I had her in two jackets but her paws I had nothing I could protect them with.

No. At one time I was having fainting spells from stress and learned the warning signs and to aim for something soft in the second you have before you black out.

I was home alone and before I could even think straight (because my brain wasn't getting enough blood at 38bpm, I blacked out and hit the floor with a presumed thud. When I woke up some time later, my heart was back to a normal rhythm so medical attention was not needed.

This is my only option for a briefly longer life ( In my opinion), since my blood pressure is causing my enlarged heart to have issues.

I had a significant cardiac event 2 weeks ago and it's worrying. I can't see a cardiologist, been waiting on one for awhile now.