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Caro 🦇
@jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
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She/her. 25+ account. Sometimes NSFW. Minors DNI 🔞
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Caro 🦇 @jumanjiicostco.bsky.social · 5d
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jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Another little bump bc I’m definitely still accepting prompts!!
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social Caro 🦇 @jumanjiicostco.bsky.social · 2d
I no longer use Spotify buuuuuuut point still stands. Send me a number and a ship and I’ll write a little something (this weekend)!
December 7, 2025 at 7:50 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Why is existing…. So hard today. Damn.
December 7, 2025 at 6:59 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Woke up with my brain trying to melt out of my body again. I was trying to power through, but that’s… not going to happen. Back to sleep, I go.

(Ruining my sleep schedule right before the holidays 😭)
December 7, 2025 at 3:43 PM
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uneasymist.bsky.social
you say, "i used to say we found each other, now i don't know where he is"
"In another life, do you think this would have turned out differently?" "What do you mean?" Hongjoong asks, against better judgement. It's never good when they speak so soon after fighting. The fights take it out of him, make him feel too bad. He should lick his own wounds, but ends up licking everyone's. When they've been drinking, it's even worse. It's his fault for joining Wooyoung on the balcony. Maybe, in some small part of him, he was seeking the punishment. Hongjoong doesn't know. He doesn't know what he wants from any of it anymore: Wooyoung, success, the panopticon of fame, spending more time on a plane with his body hurting than on solid, familiar ground. The higher they climb, the more lost he gets. "I feel like I'm looking down the barrel of a gun, hyung," Wooyoung says, wet. "It's pointing right at me." He takes a steadying breath, cigarette between his lips, wraps himself up tighter. He's not dressed for the weather. Neither of them are. Winters here are different from back home, wetter, icier. They bite harsher. Maybe it senses their foreignness; in country, in themselves. The chasm that’s constantly threatening to crack between where their bodies slump over the railing. Hongjoong feels it pour onto his tongue, the usual repeals, reproaches; /I'm sorry, I didn't mean for us to become this shape. I didn't think, at the start of this, it was even possible. If I did, I would've never kissed you back. I should've never kissed you anyway. I should've broken your heart months ago./ He wants to say it all, with his hands tangled up under his sleeves against the winter, twisting his neuroses around his fingers as he watches the canal below freeze over. Wooyoung's voice is thicker when he speaks next. "I wish you'd just /fucking/ shoot me." "No, you don't," Hongjoong mutters. Next to him, Wooyoung laughs, but there's no humour in it. "Yes, I do," he insists. When he unsticks his mouth, Hongjoong feels like he can hear his throat, his tongue, like a pulse. It makes him feel sick. He squeezes his eyes shut. "Just put it to the back of my head instead and do it." "You think it's easy for me to hear you say shit like that, Young-ah?" Hongjoong grits out between his teeth. "At least you get to control something. It can be my last gift to you," he replies. Sniffles. "We're doomed, anyway, so why does it matter?" Hongjoong thinks he's going to throw up. "Then why did you even fucking try?" he demands. "If you know that just as well as I do. Why fucking bother with me?" Even this anger isn't what Wooyoung wants from him. He wants fiesty, playful, or at least, he wants self-defence. Push-and-pull. Hongjoong wants to fold at his feet. He wants to go home. "You act like it's just you. If I shoot you, I'm shooting myself. We're the same fucking target. I'm shooting /all/ of us. God–" Hongjoong takes in a sharp breath, "I can't talk to you when you're like this." "You can't talk to me anyway, you bastard." Hongjoong wrenches his eyes open, looks at him. His profile, face flushed pink with cold, wet eyes catching the light from the street lamps, the burning orange end of his cigarette when he takes a drag from it. As always, it's a mistake to look at him. "Fuck you," Hongjoong breathes, "seriously, just– fucking–" Winded, he sucks the air in, and hears it rattle in his mouth. He tries to put it all behind his words, but he can't. Every one turns into an apology, plea, confessional, fizzles out before he figures them into sentences. He drops his head, away from Wooyoung's pretty, distant face, into his hands, fingers cold enough to hurt, then, bowing over the railing, he hides in his elbows and tugs harshly at his hair. He feels the centrifuge of their relationship, wrenching him into a version of himself he doesn't recognise. His parts get scattered, spinning, weaving around Wooyoung's ankles, waiting for the day he gets angry enough to leave, even if it means killing them both. "Stop crying," he tells him. Hongjoong curls big fistfuls of his listless bleach-dead hair into his hands and pulls, pulls, pulls. His shoulders are shaking. The tears won't stop now. A few moments later, as if realising this, Wooyoung comes closer, and Hongjoong can smell the sharp nausea of cigarette breath on him, and his voice is near, tired and reluctant and, still, he cares, Hongjoong can feel it. "Hyung," he says, pulling him in, "don't cry." Hongjoong is held there, cold and slumped against Wooyoung's chest, because he doesn't know what else to be. Deer in headlights, damned by nature to meet its end face-on—so fast, and bright, and ill-timed.
December 7, 2025 at 8:42 AM
Reposted by Caro 🦇
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
I've decided to take my Spotify Wrapped drabbles and post them on ao3! (They'll still be posted here in screenshots too) If anyone wants to go check them out, it'll be here:

archiveofourown.org/works/753495...
December 6, 2025 at 10:52 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
hi this is devastatingly beautiful and also i'm in pain
emothychalamet.bsky.social Emothy Chalamet @emothychalamet.bsky.social · 15h
Hey remember how I said I wanted to do *less* detail?

Oops
A black and white digital drawing of Yunho’s hands in black lace gloves
December 7, 2025 at 4:57 AM
Reposted by Caro 🦇
emothychalamet.bsky.social
Hey remember how I said I wanted to do *less* detail?

Oops
A black and white digital drawing of Yunho’s hands in black lace gloves
December 7, 2025 at 4:56 AM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
December 7, 2025 at 4:37 AM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
I've decided to take my Spotify Wrapped drabbles and post them on ao3! (They'll still be posted here in screenshots too) If anyone wants to go check them out, it'll be here:

archiveofourown.org/works/753495...
December 6, 2025 at 10:52 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
born again from the ash

(inspired by phoenix - nmixx)
December 6, 2025 at 10:36 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
when the moonlight calls on us

(inspired by say my name - ateez)
December 6, 2025 at 8:38 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
just a lil boost in case anyone missed it but wants to send something ❤️
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social Caro 🦇 @jumanjiicostco.bsky.social · 2d
I no longer use Spotify buuuuuuut point still stands. Send me a number and a ship and I’ll write a little something (this weekend)!
December 6, 2025 at 7:41 PM
Reposted by Caro 🦇
kpopachillean.bsky.social
Congratulations to XG's Cocona for both his 20th birthday and for coming out as transmasculine non-binary! 🥹 We are excited to see what's next for him and XG's future activities! 🏳️‍⚧️ 💙
December 6, 2025 at 5:30 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
em has free time again and will once again be using it to send us all to our deathbeds with delicious, beautiful art
emothychalamet.bsky.social Emothy Chalamet @emothychalamet.bsky.social · 1d
Proof of life, I stg I’ll be more active soon

Quick Mingi sketch after the live this morning. I’m trying to force myself to loosen up a little and be okay with less detail 😅 also maybe changing my sig/watermark? 🤔
A digital sketch done in greyscale of Mingi from ATEEZ, looking straight at the viewer. The screenshot reference is visible to the left of the image.
December 6, 2025 at 7:11 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Really glad to see we’re all crashing out over the same like 4 things today. Solidarity is key for survival.
December 6, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Reposted by Caro 🦇
tinyship.atiny.social
low-quality "girls when" meme that i made in ms paint, don't even worry about it. three photos of yunho with the black lace gloves surrounded by stick figures in various stages of horny distress
December 6, 2025 at 4:22 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Fucking Christ, all of my fondness over this is going to leak out in the drabbles I do later today, I’m so sorry everyone.
December 6, 2025 at 3:15 PM
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tinyship.atiny.social
look at this beautiful man and his 7 beautiful husbands all there to support him, I'M WEEPING. look at his big, surprised puppy eyes 😭😭😭
December 6, 2025 at 10:20 AM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
So proud of their boy, I’m genuinely distraught
tinyship.atiny.social 𝚊𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕 @tinyship.atiny.social · 1d
everyone should have a woogi hype crew, that's their HYUNG!! (don't get me started on seonghwa patting his heart 😭😭)
December 6, 2025 at 3:10 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Oh this one’s got me fucked yo, I’m so proud of him. He’s worked so hard, and he still clearly didn’t expect anything and just. Oh, oh my heart.

(Also the Sannie of it all, I’m—)
tinyship.atiny.social 𝚊𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚕 @tinyship.atiny.social · 1d
please he's so cute 🥹 the way he looks at the other teezers for confirmation, huuu. YES, YOU!! 💖💖
December 6, 2025 at 3:09 PM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
Waking up to a large chunk of my favs being recognized for their hard work really hits different today. I’m so proud of so many people—
December 6, 2025 at 2:59 PM
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heavenslilylover.bsky.social
this is seriously so cool to see a transmasc idol come out
XG’s Cocona Comes Out as Transmasculine, Nonbinary
The 20-year-old rapper announced the news in an Instagram post: “I was born and perceived as female, but that label never represented who I truly am. I live in a way that feels more masculine and true...
www.hollywoodreporter.com
December 6, 2025 at 4:21 AM
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7salty7.bsky.social
You’re never truly free as a fanfic writer until you realize that you’re allowed to write the same story with the same characters in the same dynamic over and over and no one will get mad at you.
December 5, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Reposted by Caro 🦇
mrkbs.bsky.social
🐶🐱
December 5, 2025 at 9:31 AM
jumanjiicostco.bsky.social
I no longer use Spotify buuuuuuut point still stands. Send me a number and a ship and I’ll write a little something (this weekend)!
December 5, 2025 at 4:39 PM