cw suicide talk or wtv

hi, not really drawing or active anywhere these days, work is burning me out and i have nothing to add to anything. a very rough & lazy one from april, but more relevant than ever rn i guess. figuring out how to adjust to things again after a failed attempt

i dont know if i can wait almost 2.5 years to finally end it. i dont want to, its so damn far away, but i have things i need to wrap up first

i let art define too big a piece of myself, so the slow loss of it has left me empty. i go to work, i go home, i sleep, thats pretty much all there is to my life anymore. i never wanted this

I dunno thought it'd be fun to design some armor for my Zurg for shits an giggles heh