Whether you doomscrolled this spiel or read it word for word, thanks for hearing me out. I've got a lot to work on for sure but I want to make it happen. It's been a long year and I'm ready for a change, and I hope you can be there with me. (6/6)

As for what I want to do next year, there's a lot on the list. Maybe taking up proper streaming and/or video editing and also foster a community I can be satisfied with. It'll be a while before any of it leaves the planning stages, but for once it'll be something I can be passionate about. (5/6)

I know I don't post here, but as dysfunctional and cynical as wherever I am is I refuse to adopt that sediment. People will have their problems with me and that's all them, knowing that and how I've got friends behind me that's enough motivation to see it through and better myself as well. (4/6)

-I wanted to be a decent human being, and amidst all of that having to figure out how to look out after myself, it all left me emotionally exhausted. With my headspace completely fucked up and the time flying by, I was in prime position to lose it all. And yet I'm still here, stubborn as ever. (3/6)

-for me, but when the mental turmoil of nearly losing the will to keep going became fresh in my mind, for a moment I said there was nothing left. Having to move out of my grandparents home due to the damage they were causing to us, being caught up in shit that cost me friendships just because- (2/6)

Money just winds up being Presents but with extra steps for me, so it’s between that and Experiences

we outta dualies

It feels like a nonissue for me cause it’s usually in the background, and while storms down here can be a bit unnerving they don’t keep me up.

Shiranami Ramune from VSPO

👀 I give you horse girl

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Stay strong guys, all I can say really.

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