I think people are too cynical, hyper-reactive and frankly, I’m tired of trying to make everyone happy. No matter what I do it blows up in my face. It’s like a minefield of social disasters.

I will most likely be closing this account in the coming days.
And I don’t know if I’ll be coming back. I really hoped I’d see something change.

I looked at myself today and asked if I’m truly happy here. the most fun I had in this fandom was a furcon, then I slowly sank back into general ennui of trying to keep everyone happy, while making myself supremely unhappy. So why am I even doing this? What’s the point? 3

You meet people who tell you that they’ve changed; or the people youve admired for so long, and end up summarily disappointed. you try to help those in need, simply to have someone spit directly in your face. People who take money, or seek to manipulate your talents into their benefit. 2

Unfortunately amphetamines are a bit of a roulette wheel. You WILL focus, but it’s random what you’ll land on.

Maybe try Zoloft.

..now I must rewatch his Towns playthrough

Oh god; Sips. That’s a name I haven’t heard in a long time.