amen 🙏

what is the purpose of a really good oc if not to go in a fetish scenario????

I feel like those two states of being encompass like 60-70% of his videos

where is his belly.

its always weirdly jarring to see how kicks actually looks in game because im so used to how people online draw him

Thanks to everyone who listens to my stuff, I hope to have a new project either before the end of the year or early next year. It'll be shorter and be pretty different.

I do have more stuff planned, of course, but I'll be honest I'm probably not going to be revisiting that particular style of narrative again for a while on a project. Both because its emotionally taxing to create and because I truthfully have some hang ups about WATERDRONE.

I cant help but think of every time ive tried to express those same emotions i covered on the project and have been talked over or sidelined or ignored. It just stings.

And i know I shouldn't put stock into metrics but it does still hurt that I put together a project where bared my heart and I put in a lot of effort and it didnt do all that well, relatively speaking.

in many ways im happy with its reception, a lot of people said a lot of very kind things about it and I am eternally happy about people who listened to it and gave it some of their time. But it does sorta sting that didnt even match my other projects in terms of like views and such.

Its so fucking peak

*wheezing, scoring 5lbs. worth of chestnuts*

what really gets me is when they talk about music and just. clearly do not have a firm knowledge of what they are talking about. and its like god this must be what hell is like.

ik its crab bucket mentality and i try to not be insane about it. but also: fuck