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black holes, unraised moles, let’s just call them freckles • 30s • he/him
so glad i panic ordered those steps, even less than a week of use was well worth it ;; and i’m sure i or someone i know here will have use for them eventually. nice foam round steps with grippy cover.
December 7, 2025 at 8:58 PM
well.. i know i made the right decision and i timed it about perfectly. her legs have gotten really weak and i fear any more than tomorrow and wouldn’t be able to walk up the steps 😢 i hope she can manage it until then. so. we’ve been having a good day together. 💞 💞 my special one.
December 7, 2025 at 8:57 PM
napped with my hand under her head and my thumb in her paw..
December 7, 2025 at 6:55 PM
bedtime… fingers crossed she wants under covers time. i even got out my heated blanket. tomorrow’s our last full day.
December 7, 2025 at 3:26 AM
have been napping with catte a lot and called with her second favorite person to say goodbye tonight 😢 special girl.. loved. wish they could have visited.
December 7, 2025 at 2:30 AM
god they don’t fucking kid with this eye dilation its been 10 hrs and i cant gam bc screen. good to know not to get morning appointments on work days. which this wasnt but lol. my left eye was only a tad worse. they did see a spec on my retina that could be bad but not yet
December 7, 2025 at 2:29 AM
torkey brother seems not to bother her and she liiiikes it so. since i found more in the freezer, she will be getting more treats :3 her fave is dairy but i don’t have any and i don’t want to upset her
December 6, 2025 at 11:53 PM
omg my eye dilation was 6? hrs ago but ahhhh driving in the dark with people’s bright headlights 😭 even with sunglasses on and it took way longer to get home 😭 god it hurts
December 6, 2025 at 11:12 PM
realizing if i want to get what i wanted for dinner. i have to go out and get it myself bc i can’t make some poor bastard come up my driveway. its passable but i’d feel like a dick
December 6, 2025 at 9:30 PM
well they dilated my eyes at the eye dr so laying in bed listening to things with catte is the right activity 😅 hmm the last time i remember being dilated was 2018 and i’ve seen. 3? different eye doctors
December 6, 2025 at 3:38 PM
think to myself oh, i guess it will be nice not cleaning shit up everywhere and in my bed in the middle of the night, but i don’t really… care that much… it’s fine! if she was happy i’d keep doing it as i have already for years.
December 6, 2025 at 2:33 PM
catte slept long under the covers with me last two nights.. she does this sometimes but not always. hope she does our remaining two nights 😢 i think that’s the warmest she can get, under 3 blankets and spooning with me..
December 6, 2025 at 2:31 PM
i guess without needing to be home to meditate catte i could travel over winter holidays but *balking at airfare price* maybe best to just wait til spring or summer lol
December 6, 2025 at 1:41 AM
think i will checkout some ebooks i can read by scrolling with my left hand bc this weekend my right hand will be occupied giving scritches. i could watch tv but i just. dont want to lol it takes a very specific show and mindset to watch tv alone
December 5, 2025 at 11:17 PM
omg i took a nap and when i woke up my internet worked again. god bless
December 5, 2025 at 9:52 PM
cheers… internet is fucked up 🥲 some kind of network-wide dns issue. might have to call 🫠
December 5, 2025 at 8:03 PM
like this is what i’d want for myself i guess, if i was very old and ailing. i don’t need to wait for literally everything to fail and hurt when i could instead accept it’s time and celebrate together…
December 5, 2025 at 6:50 PM
don’t have any irl plans this weekend and its still cold and tons of snow so. we will be snug in bed all weekend and have calls with friends each night. cherish the time.
December 5, 2025 at 6:46 PM
during the day when she’s chipper i feel like i’m making the wrong decision but at night when she struggles to stand up and walk.. it happens to us all i know. i just wish i could explain to her. this is a peaceful way to go. before it hurts too much. and becomes more traumatic for me.
December 5, 2025 at 6:43 PM
mon night when she was falling off the bed i panic ordered steps in the middle of the night.. a whole ordeal. but i got them setup yesterday and she uses them to go down! seems she prefers the other way to go up so glad she has options. no falls. we had a nice few hrs of snuggling last night. glad.
December 5, 2025 at 1:43 PM
my childhood 🐱 passed when i was 20 and i selfishly hung on too long and caused her more suffering. didn’t know about at home options at the time. i held her on the exam table and saw her eyes gloss over. and i just don’t want my dearest to have that.
December 3, 2025 at 11:17 PM
talking myself in circles, sad. wish they could tell us how they feel. bc i have to make decisions based on my wishes. i feel very strongly that i don’t want her to die in pain or at the vets. and bc of the limited at home options here, i have to perhaps say goodbye earlier than if i could get
December 3, 2025 at 11:09 PM
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December 3, 2025 at 7:57 PM
as one expects, i’m questioning the decision. she’s still cheerful. but with the limited availability of the at home vets, i’d rather go potentially a little “early” then wait until its too painful.
December 3, 2025 at 8:07 PM
it’s a good thing i can call friends this weekend because my local support system is either out of town, sick, or too busy for me 🤡 “picked” a bad time for all this. lol.
December 3, 2025 at 8:04 PM