what do i do when he's not here!!!

you and i are opposites 😩 i'm starting to get arthritic and the cold makes it WORSE

honestly it isn't that bad if i compare it to my office, which is like stepping into a god damn walk in cooler

needless to say i am warmed and properly productive again under my 2 blankets, hoodie, space heater, and hot bevvie

OOOOOOH, I love his crazy face sm!! i love coming up with new oc lore on road trips, best time for brainstorming 🥰

DUNNIE TAG YOUR JUMPSCARES!!!!

don't make excuses for yourself saying you're scared or whatever. just go fucking learn. stop taking comms until you can take on any client, excluding skin tones of color is not ok

literally finishing something today provided my store run doesn't wipe me out tho

and yeah this is like the only post i make nowadays, i'm sorry

i've had people waiting for comms for well over a year now and that eats at me every day. i do as much as i can but some days i can hardly do anything. it fucking blows, man, but I am just trying to stay alive atp

i'm just sick is all i know and i've been sick for an entire year. idk how to fix it, i've changed a lot about my lifestyle to try and make it better but i have only kind of stayed the same / taken baby steps to feeling better. and it sucks!