Baking With Eve (Awkwardly)
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Baking With Eve (Awkwardly)
@evenebula.bsky.social
artist / baker / bookbinder / cardmaker
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a they/them kind of human

picture is of the crab nebula, header is of a frozen soap bubble
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November 28, 2025 at 4:35 PM
haha
November 28, 2025 at 2:55 PM
(we have had a year of sick cats)
November 28, 2025 at 2:46 PM
i guess i am too
November 28, 2025 at 2:43 PM
and my whole life is just this
November 28, 2025 at 2:43 PM
so im just gonna stand here texting until time
November 28, 2025 at 2:42 PM
idk whats best
November 28, 2025 at 2:42 PM
which makes me want to do it now but it stresses her out to be in the carrier, so i dont want to do it
November 28, 2025 at 2:42 PM
and she is available right now (shes half feral)
November 28, 2025 at 2:42 PM
yeah. thats why im here. the people who know me
November 28, 2025 at 2:31 PM
its enough, you know?
November 28, 2025 at 1:56 PM
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November 28, 2025 at 1:54 PM
it was ok. i have no plans. im tired and discouraged at the state of everything outside me but also everything inside me. i wish there was a way to articulate how i feel adequately. its -3C here and as long as i layer im fine
November 28, 2025 at 1:44 PM
its 6:38am and i guess i did it. one more night done, one more day in front of me. i had such hopes, once upon a motherfucking time
November 28, 2025 at 1:39 PM
and i wish i could leave this thread on an uplifting note but i dont know what to say. im not giving up trying to be the one who cares, but im tired right now, and my face is my game face. we're all just trying to get through the night.
November 28, 2025 at 1:39 PM
i see it on the faces of everyone around me, too. i am not the person i was, nor am i the person i wanted to be. i lost it, you see. i lost...so much of myself
November 28, 2025 at 1:39 PM
this is hard to articulate, but i guess what it is, i feel lost and worthless and once upon a motherfucking time i believed i could make a difference. and now everything that i did that could has been stripped from me, and its all dust
November 28, 2025 at 1:39 PM
and i dont feel like ive done anything worth doing with the 45 years ive been here

my dad died. and ofc im thinking of my own mortality and the legacy i will leave behind
November 28, 2025 at 1:39 PM