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I am composition
written in cracked ink
scrawled in margins
smeared by heat and salt and all the unsentences
I have swallowed to stay worthy.
But tonight I write
Unleash it all
I am reminded
I am always worthy. 💛🖤
Pain moves quietly,
a shadow beneath the skin,
a whisper in the chest
that no one else can hear.
It bends the air,
tilts the light,
and lingers in the spaces
between breaths.
It does not need a name,
or a reason,
or an audience.
It simply is,
and I simply am
with it.
Pain moves quietly,
a shadow beneath the skin,
a whisper in the chest
that no one else can hear.
It bends the air,
tilts the light,
and lingers in the spaces
between breaths.
It does not need a name,
or a reason,
or an audience.
It simply is,
and I simply am
with it.
It’s not always elegant. Sometimes it limps. Sometimes it breaks open.
But it is mine. And in writing, I am not voiceless.
In writing, I exist on purpose.
It’s not always elegant. Sometimes it limps. Sometimes it breaks open.
But it is mine. And in writing, I am not voiceless.
In writing, I exist on purpose.
Wieder Montag? Echt jetze? Schmag das nich.
Na wenigstens habe ich gut geschlafen. Kaffee und das Übliche.
Kommt gut in die Woche.
#heavyshot
Wieder Montag? Echt jetze? Schmag das nich.
Na wenigstens habe ich gut geschlafen. Kaffee und das Übliche.
Kommt gut in die Woche.
#heavyshot
#travel #dresden
on my first trip to Germany visiting Tante Anni and Onkel Helmut. (I’m on the right.)
Even then, I never wanted to leave Germany.
Some places hold you long before you understand the reason.
on my first trip to Germany visiting Tante Anni and Onkel Helmut. (I’m on the right.)
Even then, I never wanted to leave Germany.
Some places hold you long before you understand the reason.
You’re suspended.
Between the grey of the sky
and the grey beneath your ribs,
where everything echoes
and nothing answers.
Am I here,
am I there,
or am I just the space between
what hurts
and what hopes?
You’re suspended.
Between the grey of the sky
and the grey beneath your ribs,
where everything echoes
and nothing answers.
Am I here,
am I there,
or am I just the space between
what hurts
and what hopes?
I tend to favor grey and drizzle.
But a bit of brightness is welcome every so often.
I tend to favor grey and drizzle.
But a bit of brightness is welcome every so often.
and in that brief gold of morning,
my small-leaf maple showed her quiet defiance.
She clings to her leaves with a kind of stubborn grace, refusing to surrender them to autumn’s breath.
and in that brief gold of morning,
my small-leaf maple showed her quiet defiance.
She clings to her leaves with a kind of stubborn grace, refusing to surrender them to autumn’s breath.
every leaf a small goodbye
gathered at my feet
every leaf a small goodbye
gathered at my feet
the tension between the two
holds me together.
the tension between the two
holds me together.
I go on.
Not always with grace,
but with the determined softness
of someone who has learned
that even sorrow must be cradled,
not conquered.
So when you ask how I am,
know this:
I am a woman walking through weather.
I am made of mist and breath and remembering.
I am here.
I go on.
Not always with grace,
but with the determined softness
of someone who has learned
that even sorrow must be cradled,
not conquered.
So when you ask how I am,
know this:
I am a woman walking through weather.
I am made of mist and breath and remembering.
I am here.
the one you barely think about,
quiet, unassuming, present.
It isn’t reserved for rarity.
It’s here, in the soft scatter of leaves,
in the gold hush of the season,
reminding you that wonder has never been hiding,
only waiting to be seen.
the one you barely think about,
quiet, unassuming, present.
It isn’t reserved for rarity.
It’s here, in the soft scatter of leaves,
in the gold hush of the season,
reminding you that wonder has never been hiding,
only waiting to be seen.
#Standup #northcarolina
#Standup #northcarolina
house I thought empty,
the echo that lingered in
corners I dared not enter.
And once I listened, there was no forgetting,
no quiet, no peace, only the pull of you. 💛🖤
house I thought empty,
the echo that lingered in
corners I dared not enter.
And once I listened, there was no forgetting,
no quiet, no peace, only the pull of you. 💛🖤
slow loops and twists,
the rhythm of stitch and breath,
the ache and warmth tangled together,
and in the soft weight of wool,
I find a piece of me returning,
folded into the season,
folded back into myself.
Knit of the day.
#knitting #blueskyKnits
slow loops and twists,
the rhythm of stitch and breath,
the ache and warmth tangled together,
and in the soft weight of wool,
I find a piece of me returning,
folded into the season,
folded back into myself.
Knit of the day.
#knitting #blueskyKnits
Fall leans close, whispering in amber tones.
The scent of pancakes wanders through the room
as I cradle my coffee, steady and warm.
Fall leans close, whispering in amber tones.
The scent of pancakes wanders through the room
as I cradle my coffee, steady and warm.
If you're a person of influence in this country and you haven't picked a side, maybe now would be the time to pick a fucking side.
If you're a person of influence in this country and you haven't picked a side, maybe now would be the time to pick a fucking side.