Never realised the Sainsbury’s Local sign looks exactly like a smoking cigarette.

Ich rauche nicht, aber ich will eine Pizza kaufen.

I think I’ve entered my annual Dear Evan Hansen on-repeat melancholia. 😭 🎧 🔁

“You going down?”.
No I’m clearly not. And if you actually look at the lift panel you’re staring at, you’ll see every number above the floor you got in at is lit.

🙄 “BEar, remember to be nice” I tell myself.

Still getting used to blowing my nose with a fresh piercing. Keep forgetting it’s there and being a bit vigorous.

I just fell asleep at work 🤦🏻‍♂️😴
WAKE UP!

Awake with the most random ear worm.
“Fade in on a girl…”
🎵 let me be your star 🎵 from Bombshell within the tv series SMASH. 🤷🏻‍♂️

Excited for the theatre tickets I just booked. Looking forward to seeing RLT in Teeth’N’Smiles 🎉 🎭

Spotify DJ can be a bit like the Hit, Miss or Maybe segment of Live & Kicking (showing my age) but it’s on form today.

1. Rebirth of Slick (Cool Like Dat) - Digable Planets
2. In Plain Sight - Self Esteem & Moonchild Sanelly
3. Just Cool – Obongjayar.

My top three this morning.

Gym done and I’m a broken man this morning but also kind of ready to face the day.

I’m wide awake, rock-hard and so fucking horny. I roll over, slowly humping the bed, thoughts of him invading my mind. I want both hands free, imagining they’re his. Roaming my body, pinching my nipples, probing between my cheeks.

Might be a controversial thing to say on here but watched the first Wicked film for the first time today and I’m sorry but I feel asleep 🙊🤭 I usually love a good musical too 🤷🏻‍♂️

Gotta love Duolingo always useful.

Ich will achtundfünfzig Stück Apfelkuchen essen und mein fuss ist gebrochen.

First batch of mince pies (it’s nearly December). Let’s call them rustic. They look a bit like small meat pies, 17th century style. 😝 🥧

Taking five minutes alone in the park. The bench is hard. The thoughts are quiet. Soft. Reflective. Sounds of the world going by the only thing I hear. I’d close my eyes but that would be a bit weird.