i think september 22 will always hold a presence in my mind. worrying, fighting for my life, being confronted with how close to death on one side. and the other side having my speaking about that feel, dismissed? worse than dismissed, scorned. not sympathy, contempt that id bleed near them
April 19, 2024 at 2:36 AM
i think september 22 will always hold a presence in my mind. worrying, fighting for my life, being confronted with how close to death on one side. and the other side having my speaking about that feel, dismissed? worse than dismissed, scorned. not sympathy, contempt that id bleed near them
i wonder at one point the "yeah i can easily make friends I just choose not to" becomes a sort of cope. like i succeeded so many times like year, idk how many i *made*, like dozens? but the average lifespan was <2 months, ending progressively catastrophically.
April 19, 2024 at 2:31 AM
i wonder at one point the "yeah i can easily make friends I just choose not to" becomes a sort of cope. like i succeeded so many times like year, idk how many i *made*, like dozens? but the average lifespan was <2 months, ending progressively catastrophically.