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catsu.moe
Alexandra
@catsu.moe
26 y/o PNW she/her

cw; episodic ravings, daily breakdowns

bpd chick trying to function normally and failing
🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 trans femme manic pixie girl of your nightmares
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Alexandra @catsu.moe · Oct 24
🧵Timeline of my failures
the voices tell me to post tits for the attention of internet strangers
January 13, 2025 at 8:57 AM
hi bluesky ❤️ #trans #transfem #lgbt
January 8, 2025 at 1:24 AM
posting this here so I don't send it to her
January 1, 2025 at 3:18 AM
I won't give up.

Fighting for us kept us alive, kept me alive.

Call me delusional, call me obsessed, insane, I don't care.

It kept us alive for three fucking years through hell and back. Alone, I fought and carried her, catatonic, behind me through rain, sleet, snow, and shine.
December 29, 2024 at 7:20 AM
today on being stuck in the past:

remembering when she insistently offered to hold me because of how cold I looked

remembering how she had to leave my birthday celebration early because she realized she loved me

remembering when she held my hand before we started dating because we were drunk
December 27, 2024 at 7:01 PM
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reina >:3
December 24, 2024 at 3:19 AM
sleepy boy ~~
December 22, 2024 at 4:56 AM
hi bluesky I'm feeling normal (im doing so bad)
December 19, 2024 at 9:48 PM
hey hi what's up
December 17, 2024 at 10:26 AM
I miss my best friend so much

I don't know what I've done wrong up until yesterday that made her not want to talk to me anymore it's killing me
December 15, 2024 at 7:40 AM
seeking help when you need it? expensive and difficult

crashing out and getting pulled to the ER by a wellness check? well, that's just priceless baby
December 14, 2024 at 3:43 PM
RIP bozo
December 5, 2024 at 3:07 AM
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College Freaks concept.
December 1, 2024 at 4:49 AM
streaming rn, sniffle stream (bad allergies)
BespectacledGirl - Twitch
sneezeframe~ (im sick)
www.twitch.tv
December 1, 2024 at 5:03 AM
🧵Timeline of my failures
November 29, 2024 at 11:16 AM
I miss her.

I miss her laugh.

I miss her warmth.

I wish it could've worked between us.

Each day, the hole gets smaller, but it's always the same depth.

I no longer have to step over it but sometimes my foot catches it just right and I plummet
November 29, 2024 at 11:11 AM
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happy holidays, babes
November 29, 2024 at 6:34 AM
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heart 💖 ramune
November 28, 2024 at 5:13 AM
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November 25, 2024 at 8:58 PM
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finally saw Look Back recently 😭

#art #fanart
November 25, 2024 at 10:12 PM
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rooby
November 25, 2024 at 11:44 PM
dog i need it to warm up so i can spend my lunch in my car again hearing people's eating noises makes me want to die
November 26, 2024 at 3:10 AM