cw; episodic ravings, daily breakdowns
bpd chick trying to function normally and failing
🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 trans femme manic pixie girl of your nightmares
Fighting for us kept us alive, kept me alive.
Call me delusional, call me obsessed, insane, I don't care.
It kept us alive for three fucking years through hell and back. Alone, I fought and carried her, catatonic, behind me through rain, sleet, snow, and shine.
Fighting for us kept us alive, kept me alive.
Call me delusional, call me obsessed, insane, I don't care.
It kept us alive for three fucking years through hell and back. Alone, I fought and carried her, catatonic, behind me through rain, sleet, snow, and shine.
remembering when she insistently offered to hold me because of how cold I looked
remembering how she had to leave my birthday celebration early because she realized she loved me
remembering when she held my hand before we started dating because we were drunk
remembering when she insistently offered to hold me because of how cold I looked
remembering how she had to leave my birthday celebration early because she realized she loved me
remembering when she held my hand before we started dating because we were drunk
I don't know what I've done wrong up until yesterday that made her not want to talk to me anymore it's killing me
I don't know what I've done wrong up until yesterday that made her not want to talk to me anymore it's killing me
crashing out and getting pulled to the ER by a wellness check? well, that's just priceless baby
crashing out and getting pulled to the ER by a wellness check? well, that's just priceless baby
I miss her laugh.
I miss her warmth.
I wish it could've worked between us.
Each day, the hole gets smaller, but it's always the same depth.
I no longer have to step over it but sometimes my foot catches it just right and I plummet
I miss her laugh.
I miss her warmth.
I wish it could've worked between us.
Each day, the hole gets smaller, but it's always the same depth.
I no longer have to step over it but sometimes my foot catches it just right and I plummet