Mergator Hank, now that is something I'd be interested in trying to draw!! How much gator are we talking when you visualise him? My brain needs a little help.

I didn't know there was a ds spin off!! I missed Leon Silversberg, I'd just won a battle that I found out I needed to finish AFTER I recruited him. So mad because I managed to save Pahn from Teo in one on one combat for the first time too. Ah well, off to the start I go again.

Thank you for saying what you're saying, it's making me feel less selfish. We got some stuff sorted out for him today, it's good progress 💙

Thank you I appreciate it 💙

I know there's much worse things going on in the world right now, but when its a parent you can't help it's so upsetting. And my work life sucks too, my manager is useless at orders and leaving me making food with no stock. I'm beyond stressed right now.

I'm frustrated and upset. This is my dad who raised me, and I can't do anything to help him in his time of need and no family who can be bothered to even come round, let alone help. I feel like a failure and a waste of space right now.

And I get that the hospital is busy and overflowing, but they know it's a situation involving climbing the stairs, yet didn't offer any help for us, just wanted his bed for someone else.

So now I'm petrified to leave him alone or even just my mum alone with him because we have nothing to help him with. The social carers wouldn't help us with any funding for ramps or a stair lift. And we've had to ask for a portable toilet for downstairs, where he is also going to have to sleep.

Then he came home and tried to go upstairs for the toilet and had a 3rd episode where I ended up holding him up under the arms on the stairs to stop him from falling whilst my mum ran round the neighbours to get help. Did my arm no favours and I lost feeling in my hand temporarily.

And in the early hours of this morning he had another episode exactly the same, went into hospital for 13 hours, and we still don't have a definitive answer on what's wrong with him.

I'm very glad to hear you're all ok, I'm sure everyone understands if you need extra time to sort yourselves out after such stressful events. Sending you soothing vibes!