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Black, fat, genderfreak in my 30s. Artist and writer of problematic (micro)fiction with adult themes and subjects. ApocryphaScribe on other sites. Support my unemployed ass on ko-fi here: https://ko-fi.com/apocryphascribe
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get paid with paypal's piece of shit options
December 7, 2025 at 6:58 PM
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This passage shocked me to my core.

The loss of biodiversity isn't a tragic accident or oversight, it was the plan!
December 6, 2025 at 10:44 AM
Many are saying this!
Megaman and shadow the hedgehog are combat dolls
December 7, 2025 at 6:06 PM
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Donate to Eidolon.
If you're interested in helping me pay my bills until I can find a job or steady income, my ko-fi is below. I'd really appreciate any help.
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December 7, 2025 at 5:33 PM
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December 7, 2025 at 1:44 AM
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Been yelling about this for ages. Feel like this is something that people in music spaces are much better at talking about.

Feel like in this space there’s a much stronger culture of “pushing through” things. So less room for that kind of self reflection.
I wish more people were open to doing this. Sometimes ur just not in the right head space afor a game. I’ve revisited games id earlier gave up on and added all time favorites to my list. I mean sometimes ur right the first time, but it’s worth the risk. 😂
December 7, 2025 at 11:01 AM
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I do not hate white america enough, holy fucking shit
December 5, 2025 at 7:29 PM
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Can't remember if it was this bad before COVID but I'm seeing an alarming spreading of what I'll call Airport Behavior to other public places. Obliviousness to other people's existence, ineptitude at navigating the environment. "Is this your first time at the grocery store" type stuff
December 7, 2025 at 1:29 AM
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Yes, I recommend that people read Dr. Olsavsky's book: lsupress.org/978080717730... - I learned so much from it.
December 7, 2025 at 2:46 AM
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jailbreak
December 6, 2025 at 8:27 PM
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it's really a deliberate white supremacist choice that "lynching" is now a generic term for any public shaming. 1
December 7, 2025 at 12:46 AM
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As the last 4 years have shown, there are few things more dangerous than a technology which does not exist but is being sold on the premise that it does. Imagine how dangerous it would be to have a machine that people believe reads thoughts but does not. Imagine what law enforcement would do with it
December 6, 2025 at 8:59 PM
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fall back into place
December 6, 2025 at 9:18 PM
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and i took the dinner because imagine the advice and experience She could give me
December 6, 2025 at 9:23 PM
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There's a right way and a lot of wrong ways to do this trope. I highly recommend comparing the Introduction of Doc Ido and Alita (or Gally, depending on your localization) in the Manga Battle Angel Alita (original title: GUNNM) to how the trope is most often used. It's brief, but to the point.
November 30, 2025 at 11:14 PM
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America is a machine for turning children into people who hate their parents, & America's fiction is a machine to give those parents a hug & comfort them: don't worry, it says. You were definitionally right about everything, the ingrate fucks, and they'll come around.

They have literally no choice.
December 6, 2025 at 9:00 PM
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Capital's comfort stories are conservative.

And its vision of family is *chattel,* a chain gang life sentence under the patriatch-warden, his every trait you hate an inescapable inherited taint within you (because that's how antique race science says everything works)—
December 6, 2025 at 9:00 PM
There's a mechsplo microjam and nobody told me??? I can knock a microfic out pretty quick!
December 6, 2025 at 8:37 PM
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Frantz Fanon died on December 6, 1961, at the age of 36.
December 6, 2025 at 8:00 PM
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online friendship is crazy. like yeah we go way back. we talk about weird shit exclusively and we've seen each other in person between zero and four times
December 5, 2025 at 1:38 PM
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WIP
December 6, 2025 at 5:31 PM
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Never stop talking about Gaza 🙏🏼❤️
December 6, 2025 at 7:59 PM
December 6, 2025 at 8:07 PM
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Help the ANTIFA BLACK SHODAN.
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December 6, 2025 at 7:55 PM