Mirror {He/Neos}
@b0n3styr0f0am.bsky.social
>> { your average void screamer }
>> { b0n3styr0f0am & taffyf0am on twt }
>> { 22 ~ eng ~ shbsky }
>> { I follow 18+ only but idc if minors interact }
>> { b0n3styr0f0am & taffyf0am on twt }
>> { 22 ~ eng ~ shbsky }
>> { I follow 18+ only but idc if minors interact }
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>> { i dont want to be invisible anymore! i want to know people care! i hate that i'm only visible when i am happy or when i'm angry/upset! i want to at least know people can see that i'm doing poorly! i want to feel cared about! }
November 14, 2025 at 9:23 PM
>> { i dont want to be invisible anymore! i want to know people care! i hate that i'm only visible when i am happy or when i'm angry/upset! i want to at least know people can see that i'm doing poorly! i want to feel cared about! }
>> { I HATE MYSELF!!!!! i have no idea how anyone could live with me and not end up hating me. sure my husband has been living with me for over a year and my 2 friends for about 2-3 months now and they say they dont hate me but i dont believe them. i lie all the time to keep people happy and to- }
November 14, 2025 at 8:44 PM
>> { I HATE MYSELF!!!!! i have no idea how anyone could live with me and not end up hating me. sure my husband has been living with me for over a year and my 2 friends for about 2-3 months now and they say they dont hate me but i dont believe them. i lie all the time to keep people happy and to- }
>> { at least my birthday is in a few days so i can treat myself to a shit load of cutting and self isolating and maybe some video games }
November 14, 2025 at 8:27 PM
>> { at least my birthday is in a few days so i can treat myself to a shit load of cutting and self isolating and maybe some video games }
>> { i wanna bash my head against a wall and peel my skin off i hate being overwhelmed by negative emotions i dont understand and i hate that i have no idea what caused them i hate this so much i hate it i hate it i wanna go home hut i have work in 2 hours and i have to train a new person and hhhh }
November 14, 2025 at 8:25 PM
>> { i wanna bash my head against a wall and peel my skin off i hate being overwhelmed by negative emotions i dont understand and i hate that i have no idea what caused them i hate this so much i hate it i hate it i wanna go home hut i have work in 2 hours and i have to train a new person and hhhh }
>> { i hit rock bottom, start feeling better, and then a week later i start feeling like shit again. not as bad but i still feel like shit. }
November 14, 2025 at 12:52 AM
>> { i hit rock bottom, start feeling better, and then a week later i start feeling like shit again. not as bad but i still feel like shit. }
>> { i cant wait for the next day i'm off work cuz i am gonna cut the fuck out of my arm and thigh. good gods am i lucky to have a job where i dont have to wear short sleeves of roll up my sleeves anymore }
November 14, 2025 at 12:50 AM
>> { i cant wait for the next day i'm off work cuz i am gonna cut the fuck out of my arm and thigh. good gods am i lucky to have a job where i dont have to wear short sleeves of roll up my sleeves anymore }
>> { i hate being aroace. i hate it so much. i keep getting with people just because i know they like me. i am legit married to my husband because of that. we've both agreed that its queerplatonic and that is genuinely how i feel about him, but i have tried so hard to fall in love many times- }
November 14, 2025 at 12:46 AM
>> { i hate being aroace. i hate it so much. i keep getting with people just because i know they like me. i am legit married to my husband because of that. we've both agreed that its queerplatonic and that is genuinely how i feel about him, but i have tried so hard to fall in love many times- }
>> { E and I finally broke up the other day and it was a relief tbh. like i was a neglectful as hell partner to them. the only reasons why we started dating was because i was horribly euphoric that week and i knew they liked me. things just feel a lot better now }
November 12, 2025 at 6:19 AM
>> { E and I finally broke up the other day and it was a relief tbh. like i was a neglectful as hell partner to them. the only reasons why we started dating was because i was horribly euphoric that week and i knew they liked me. things just feel a lot better now }
>> { C helped me realize something today. i struggle to do things i've never done before to change things like a recipe because my mom HEAVILY infantilized me. i feel like i will always mess up and that the worst possible outcome is inevitable because my mom treated me like that. }
November 12, 2025 at 6:17 AM
>> { C helped me realize something today. i struggle to do things i've never done before to change things like a recipe because my mom HEAVILY infantilized me. i feel like i will always mess up and that the worst possible outcome is inevitable because my mom treated me like that. }
>> { i have discovered that i enjoy matcha! yippee!! }
November 11, 2025 at 5:25 PM
>> { i have discovered that i enjoy matcha! yippee!! }
>> { hmmmmm i should draw todayyyyyy just gotta figure out what tho }
November 10, 2025 at 4:48 PM
>> { hmmmmm i should draw todayyyyyy just gotta figure out what tho }
>> { i wanna eat but i'm waiting on my edible to kick in :((((( }
November 10, 2025 at 4:02 PM
>> { i wanna eat but i'm waiting on my edible to kick in :((((( }
>> { man, i wish i could just cut and let it bleed and not worry about it staining anything :/ my roommates and husband would probably notice }
November 10, 2025 at 3:53 PM
>> { man, i wish i could just cut and let it bleed and not worry about it staining anything :/ my roommates and husband would probably notice }
Reposted by Mirror {He/Neos}
>> { maybe its because i'm reading a shit ton of fanfics again or something. hyperfixating on things always makes my mental health way better. }
>> { wow i hit my actual rock bottom and now i'm just... doing better? not a whole bunch better but i dont think about dying constantly like i have been for the past 2 months. what's weird is that nothing changed. nothing changed at all and i am somehow doing better. }
November 9, 2025 at 8:24 PM
>> { maybe its because i'm reading a shit ton of fanfics again or something. hyperfixating on things always makes my mental health way better. }
>> { wow i hit my actual rock bottom and now i'm just... doing better? not a whole bunch better but i dont think about dying constantly like i have been for the past 2 months. what's weird is that nothing changed. nothing changed at all and i am somehow doing better. }
November 9, 2025 at 8:23 PM
>> { wow i hit my actual rock bottom and now i'm just... doing better? not a whole bunch better but i dont think about dying constantly like i have been for the past 2 months. what's weird is that nothing changed. nothing changed at all and i am somehow doing better. }
>> { how am i gonna tell them how bad everything is? they'll all just freeze up or generally be unable to give me the comfort that i need. what i need is a psych ward but we dont have the money nor insurance for that! i dont know what to do. i feel like a ticking time bomb }
November 6, 2025 at 4:21 PM
>> { how am i gonna tell them how bad everything is? they'll all just freeze up or generally be unable to give me the comfort that i need. what i need is a psych ward but we dont have the money nor insurance for that! i dont know what to do. i feel like a ticking time bomb }
>> { why am i around so many people who had it so much worse than me but are doing so damn well? they're all doing so much better than me. i'm just drowning here and they're all able to keep their heads above water. i envy them... in all ways actually. }
November 6, 2025 at 12:58 PM
>> { why am i around so many people who had it so much worse than me but are doing so damn well? they're all doing so much better than me. i'm just drowning here and they're all able to keep their heads above water. i envy them... in all ways actually. }
>> { ever realize you're at the point in your depression that younger you used to wish to be to feel valid? yeah, still dont feel valid. in fact i feel worse because what do i have to be depressed about? fucking nothing. i had an average life. i should be fine. }
November 6, 2025 at 12:52 PM
>> { ever realize you're at the point in your depression that younger you used to wish to be to feel valid? yeah, still dont feel valid. in fact i feel worse because what do i have to be depressed about? fucking nothing. i had an average life. i should be fine. }
>> { gods i need to go to a psych ward but i cant afford to do that on sooooo many levels. i dont wanna lose my job, we have rent to pay, i dont have insurance, and just fucking gods damn. i'm not even sure the others can tell. i've always been good at hiding just how bad everything is after all }
November 6, 2025 at 12:44 PM
>> { gods i need to go to a psych ward but i cant afford to do that on sooooo many levels. i dont wanna lose my job, we have rent to pay, i dont have insurance, and just fucking gods damn. i'm not even sure the others can tell. i've always been good at hiding just how bad everything is after all }
>> { why does anyone care about me? i hurt everyone around me constantly. i'm a lost cause. i am a horrible person. }
November 6, 2025 at 2:37 AM
>> { why does anyone care about me? i hurt everyone around me constantly. i'm a lost cause. i am a horrible person. }
>> { i think... if they found me dead one day, they would feel horror, yes, but then they'd feel relief. i know they would... i'm too much and toxic and i know it... i try to change and get better... i really do try, but no matter how much better i get it is still not better enough... }
November 6, 2025 at 1:47 AM
>> { i think... if they found me dead one day, they would feel horror, yes, but then they'd feel relief. i know they would... i'm too much and toxic and i know it... i try to change and get better... i really do try, but no matter how much better i get it is still not better enough... }
>> { tbh i wanna change the name i use here and our pfp and banner :/ oh and i wanna be public on here about being a system }
November 5, 2025 at 11:18 PM
>> { tbh i wanna change the name i use here and our pfp and banner :/ oh and i wanna be public on here about being a system }