On Shipless Oceans
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antiquedollbox.bsky.social
On Shipless Oceans
@antiquedollbox.bsky.social
Butt in chair, looking for patterns. // Memoirist. Fiction writer. Truth-telling scapegoat. Abuse survivor. Suicide loss survivor. Aspiring people displeaser. Context creator. Gen-X slacker. Masc-aligned nonbinary. // Long afloat on shipless oceans
Memoir forthcoming.
November 28, 2025 at 3:39 PM
"And therefore I looked down into the great pity of a person’s life on this earth. I don’t mean that we all end up dead, that’s not the great pity. I mean that he couldn’t tell me what he was dreaming, and I couldn’t tell him what was real.”
— Denis Johnson
November 24, 2025 at 8:50 PM
We do not "come into" this world; we come out of it, as leaves from a tree. As the ocean "waves," the universe "peoples." Every individual is an expression of the whole realm of nature, a unique action of the total universe.

― Alan Wilson Watts
November 15, 2025 at 7:07 PM
But it's hard to trust people with egos, hard to avoid such communities becoming cults or just muddy little eddies of unrealized potential dominated by toxic people. Which is to say, I don't know if such a community exists or can exist. And I'm not sure it's best to isolate in that way, anyway.
November 15, 2025 at 7:07 PM
Comes down to LaFleur's capacity to self-reflect, self-evaluate, and hold himself accountable. If he can't do that, this problem doesn't get solved. If he can (and he seems like someone who can), then they'll adapt.
November 4, 2025 at 4:58 PM
Satan's shoes, worn infinitely, by me.
October 7, 2025 at 11:06 PM