SIGHS hello Stay

and im very stuck in the Overwhelmed By Expectations department so I keep staying up late because nobody Outside needs you at 12 and 1 and 2 am . but you see this then begins the cycle anew. and i KNOW THAt . i know that right now at noon. but come 10-11pm when its Bedtime i will be less agreeable

it used to be!@ up -> shower/dressed -> breakfast and Cartoon Episode Of Choice -> ??? -> work. and i need to reinstate this. how thr fuck do you get UP though

☝️ guy that didnt sleep good the night before last and then was awake fucking all night last night with tactile hallucinations. golly gee wonder where those came from. go to bed stupid shit idiot

sigh. guy that has to start doing bedtime agian.

CUTE AND FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello also Deus In Absentia. i would ask "papa 3 are youi oka" but he is dead <3