It's shit to dream of being wanted, adored, cherished. Only to be suspicious of it...

I'm so tired... of living in a reality that only knows distrust, doubt, self-deprication and being broken...

When is my Kintsugi?

I'm conditioned to hate myself and think everyone else is pretending to like me for gain. Because that's all my life ever has been.

So I don't know how to exist.

I write so much, I live in words because that's all I have known... is words & never actions, but if there was actions it was negative.

If you'd like to help her out below is my Kofi

Make sure you put "Muddy Pawz" so I can keep track of it and pull them out to take to her class. Any amount helps her to beat the 6th graders. I know she appreciates you like I do, 🤎
ko-fi.com/aeathanargen...

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