Prayer and praise are not just some way of communication with God, but the way we take our poor means and of relating to each other and bringing it to God in the assurance that Gid is listening.
Too often we belittle ourselves, our faith, and our contribution, but Christ teaches that what we fail to count is well accounted for in heaven. That is grace.
You have learned many things, and that should give you confidence, but never belittle that nature God wove into your being that makes those things worthwhile.
We sometime get caught up in popular ideas about faith, because it’s fun or easy or just what everyone else is doing. But God rule when it comes to faith, not popular opinion.
Where you have been, what you have seen, all that you try and do and be; everything is a part of your awakening in faith and the realization of how you walk with God.
While theology searches and considers the grand themes of God’s will and nature, it’s depths of value and truth cannot be attained except by the revelation God grants in grace.