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@nicodotworld.bsky.social

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22, all minors will be sent to child labor camps on sight. ☆ FTM (used to be on T, shits expensive now so I'm on a break) ☆ I'm not responsible for your triggers. ☆ EDsky, Caterpillarsky, ednotedsherran.. so on so fourth.

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[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 3d

Hi, I'm Nico and I'm not new to weight issues or EDs. I am new to edsky, though. I used to be Anything-but-this-again on Tumblr, and ran that blog for a good 5 years before Tumblr banned me.

My progress while I had my Tumblr: SW: 180lbs GW1 (met): 150lbs GW2 (met): 120lbs GW3: 100 UGW: 90lbs

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[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 15h

200.0lbs even today. The scale kept going back and fourth between 199.7 and 200.0 and decided to call me a fatty.

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myra (-0/30) @drownedlillies.bsky.social · Aug 28

i think about this post every day

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[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 16h

How the hell did I deal with the lightheadedness and queazy feeling when I was at my lowest weight.. I'm actually in agony after not eating properly in over 5 days.

Only 5 days. I'm a weaker man than I was in high school.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 17h

Two banana chips.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

I need to get back on T I'm getting periods again and I'm MISERABLE

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Two more strawberry chips, again nothing huge I have no idea why I'm GAINING.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

CW: I'd rather lobotomize myself than weigh in right now
GW: 180lbs
UGW: 85lbs

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Another sip of water. Still no actual food or sleep.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

I couldn't sleep at all.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

What I ate today THREAD:

So far today I've had 5 strawberry chips, about 10cals. I've also had two sips of water.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

I don't know what's wrong with my worthless fat hoarding disaster of a body

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

I can't take it dude whatever I do the number just keeps going up. I am not eating enough to even log my calories anymore (past two days), I'm mainly surviving off of coffee and 0 cal energy drinks.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Hydroxicut was not at Walgreens either..

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Especially since I've been restricting so heavily over the past few days and I'm seeing ZERO results at ALL. The numbers on the scale are going up not down. I'm getting further from my UGW and I'm literally ☆VING myself.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

I really want to do all I can to prevent getting a gastric bypass or gastric sleeve, but with my appetite and the condition my bones and muscles are in from years of rotting and consuming everything in sight.. I really feel cornered.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

He wants a complex dye job including eyebrows and facial hair and I just don't know how I'm gonna get through it. I have zero energy and have been lacking the past two days. I don't want to eat a full meal, "full meals" are literally killing people in my height range.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

I have to somehow work up the energy to do my bfs hair tomorrow, I don't know how because tomorrow is gonna be another 200-300cal max day. I haven't been doing well with those so far. I feel all lightheaded and nauseous and dizzy.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Survived the late night double feature picture show and only consumed about 200cals for today total.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Bluesky don't scare me like that holy shit. Came back on here and could not see my own posts till I forced the app to stop.. thought I got nerfed already.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Best invention since sliced bread, super cheap weed that's rolled like a cigarette. What's not to love?

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Me bf and bfm are going to see Rocky Horror Picture Show in a few hours... Hyped for my first cult film screening but horrified of the food options (and the fact that I'll likely be pressured to eat by bfm).

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Hnng dreading going to the movies tonight cause they serve actual food and stuff there..

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

The rebrand was needed I fear. Can't have bfs mom finding my edsky.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

1 snack per day allowance. That's it.

[Insert ED dogwhistle here] @nicodotworld.bsky.social · 1d

Binge prevention method. I still have access to extremely small quantities of treats that I crave often.

Serving size for these gummy bears is 13 pieces. I only put 5 pieces. Cutting the caloric intake majorly.