🔞🐰Max☠️🌹
@mxmodern.bsky.social
30 | They/Them | I write | 🔞 MDNI | MDZS | WangXian, all dynamics, all neurodivergent | http://ko-fi.com/mxmodern | https://archiveofourown.org/users/MxModern/profile
Rewatching the Vampire Diaries and crying, empathizing particularly strongly with Tyler for SOME reason...
"What's wrong with you, man?"
"I don't know!"
😭
"What's wrong with you, man?"
"I don't know!"
😭
December 2, 2025 at 4:09 AM
Rewatching the Vampire Diaries and crying, empathizing particularly strongly with Tyler for SOME reason...
"What's wrong with you, man?"
"I don't know!"
😭
"What's wrong with you, man?"
"I don't know!"
😭
Oh, my god... Watching season 1 of The Vampire Diaries KNOWING what Damon is going through right now...
Oh, Damon Salvatore... You truly are my favorite problematic broken boy 😭
Oh, Damon Salvatore... You truly are my favorite problematic broken boy 😭
December 1, 2025 at 5:44 AM
Oh, my god... Watching season 1 of The Vampire Diaries KNOWING what Damon is going through right now...
Oh, Damon Salvatore... You truly are my favorite problematic broken boy 😭
Oh, Damon Salvatore... You truly are my favorite problematic broken boy 😭
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Me after every social interaction
November 21, 2025 at 6:04 AM
Me after every social interaction
Fanfiction is such a unique medium for storytelling... Like, I can literally foreshadow future events and build suspense simply by using a particular character... because readers know who that character is and what they did in canon.
November 28, 2025 at 6:15 AM
Fanfiction is such a unique medium for storytelling... Like, I can literally foreshadow future events and build suspense simply by using a particular character... because readers know who that character is and what they did in canon.
Feeling freaky.
Might make a secondary AO3 account for some absolutely unhinged rpf featuring certain US politicians later... IDK.
Might make a secondary AO3 account for some absolutely unhinged rpf featuring certain US politicians later... IDK.
November 22, 2025 at 10:28 PM
Feeling freaky.
Might make a secondary AO3 account for some absolutely unhinged rpf featuring certain US politicians later... IDK.
Might make a secondary AO3 account for some absolutely unhinged rpf featuring certain US politicians later... IDK.
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the devil works fast but ao3 writers work faster
November 21, 2025 at 3:25 PM
the devil works fast but ao3 writers work faster
My brain is broken.
Why am I thinking that Sam Winchester and Lucifer feel very Louis and Lestat? 😭😭😈
Why am I thinking that Sam Winchester and Lucifer feel very Louis and Lestat? 😭😭😈
November 21, 2025 at 5:56 AM
My brain is broken.
Why am I thinking that Sam Winchester and Lucifer feel very Louis and Lestat? 😭😭😈
Why am I thinking that Sam Winchester and Lucifer feel very Louis and Lestat? 😭😭😈
*sigh* So, I've been revisiting the CW horror fantasy series "Supernatural"... and while I was always a big Destiel fan, it took a couple of years of being involved in a BL-specific fandom for me to come to a VERY important[/s] conclusion upon this watch.
Castiel tops.
That's it.
Castiel tops.
That's it.
November 21, 2025 at 4:06 AM
*sigh* So, I've been revisiting the CW horror fantasy series "Supernatural"... and while I was always a big Destiel fan, it took a couple of years of being involved in a BL-specific fandom for me to come to a VERY important[/s] conclusion upon this watch.
Castiel tops.
That's it.
Castiel tops.
That's it.
I think my writer brain is dramatizing my IRL fears, and my anxiety is running with them until they snowball into catastrophizations and paranoia, AND I DO NOT CARE FOR IT.
November 17, 2025 at 4:56 AM
I think my writer brain is dramatizing my IRL fears, and my anxiety is running with them until they snowball into catastrophizations and paranoia, AND I DO NOT CARE FOR IT.
Having a hard time. Can someone please tell me why I'm not a complete waste of oxygen?
November 16, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Having a hard time. Can someone please tell me why I'm not a complete waste of oxygen?
Yo, so... Wtf happened to Ao3? The mobile site looks weird and I hate it. Is this temporary?
November 15, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Yo, so... Wtf happened to Ao3? The mobile site looks weird and I hate it. Is this temporary?
I need to yell about how Guillermo Del Toro's "Frankenstein" spoke directly to me as a queer disappointment to my parents.
November 12, 2025 at 6:59 AM
I need to yell about how Guillermo Del Toro's "Frankenstein" spoke directly to me as a queer disappointment to my parents.
Listen, I love Jiang Cheng as a character and foil for Wei Wuxian. I think their relationship dynamic is SUPER interesting, and I enjoy it very much.
That said, every time I talk about JC's character arc, I'm reminded just how much I actually kind of despise him as a person.
That said, every time I talk about JC's character arc, I'm reminded just how much I actually kind of despise him as a person.
November 2, 2025 at 9:45 AM
Listen, I love Jiang Cheng as a character and foil for Wei Wuxian. I think their relationship dynamic is SUPER interesting, and I enjoy it very much.
That said, every time I talk about JC's character arc, I'm reminded just how much I actually kind of despise him as a person.
That said, every time I talk about JC's character arc, I'm reminded just how much I actually kind of despise him as a person.
How offensive would it be for there to be a version of WWX that doesn't have a crippling phobia of dogs?
October 31, 2025 at 9:21 AM
How offensive would it be for there to be a version of WWX that doesn't have a crippling phobia of dogs?
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Yanno, sometimes drafting out the beats of a chapter is like pulling teeth...
Other times, though? I feel like a goddamn genius, because it comes so goddamn easy and even includes bonus ideas and details for future chapters that will make everything more cohesive and intriguing.
Go me. 😎
Other times, though? I feel like a goddamn genius, because it comes so goddamn easy and even includes bonus ideas and details for future chapters that will make everything more cohesive and intriguing.
Go me. 😎
October 30, 2025 at 6:46 AM
Yanno, sometimes drafting out the beats of a chapter is like pulling teeth...
Other times, though? I feel like a goddamn genius, because it comes so goddamn easy and even includes bonus ideas and details for future chapters that will make everything more cohesive and intriguing.
Go me. 😎
Other times, though? I feel like a goddamn genius, because it comes so goddamn easy and even includes bonus ideas and details for future chapters that will make everything more cohesive and intriguing.
Go me. 😎
So, chapter 2 is up.
October 29, 2025 at 3:41 AM
So, chapter 2 is up.
Goddammit. I've been binging Brooklyn 99 and I think my Wei Wuxian has absorbed some Jake Peralta. Cool, cool, cool, cool, cool, cool, cool... No doubt...
October 27, 2025 at 7:03 AM
Goddammit. I've been binging Brooklyn 99 and I think my Wei Wuxian has absorbed some Jake Peralta. Cool, cool, cool, cool, cool, cool, cool... No doubt...
Not gonna lie... I low-key love writing Angry Guy! Jiang Cheng...
October 27, 2025 at 4:03 AM
Not gonna lie... I low-key love writing Angry Guy! Jiang Cheng...
Man, I wasn't actually expecting chapter 2 of FoRM to take over a month to finish... but I've been dealing with so much bullshit, guys. I literally had to fucking up and move house last minute. Again. 7 months after the last time I had to up and move house last minute.
It's great.
It's great.
October 26, 2025 at 8:21 AM
Man, I wasn't actually expecting chapter 2 of FoRM to take over a month to finish... but I've been dealing with so much bullshit, guys. I literally had to fucking up and move house last minute. Again. 7 months after the last time I had to up and move house last minute.
It's great.
It's great.
Me, staring at what I have written of chapter two of FoRM:
October 7, 2025 at 10:22 PM
Me, staring at what I have written of chapter two of FoRM:
Lan Zhan in this shirt though.
"Why are so many people autistic?" Autistics be FUCKIN.
"Why are so many people autistic?" Autistics be FUCKIN.
September 26, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Lan Zhan in this shirt though.
"Why are so many people autistic?" Autistics be FUCKIN.
"Why are so many people autistic?" Autistics be FUCKIN.
Me, stoned out of my mind and sobbing over Will Smith's 2008 superhero film with a 42% on Rotten Tomatoes "Hancock": THIS 😭 WOULD MAKE 😭 A BEAUTIFUL 😭 WANGXIAN FIC 😭😭😭
THE BRAIN ROT IS BACK, BABYYYYY. GIMME THAT SWEET FUCKIN SEROTONIN.
THE BRAIN ROT IS BACK, BABYYYYY. GIMME THAT SWEET FUCKIN SEROTONIN.
September 24, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Me, stoned out of my mind and sobbing over Will Smith's 2008 superhero film with a 42% on Rotten Tomatoes "Hancock": THIS 😭 WOULD MAKE 😭 A BEAUTIFUL 😭 WANGXIAN FIC 😭😭😭
THE BRAIN ROT IS BACK, BABYYYYY. GIMME THAT SWEET FUCKIN SEROTONIN.
THE BRAIN ROT IS BACK, BABYYYYY. GIMME THAT SWEET FUCKIN SEROTONIN.
Here it is: the moment you have all been waiting for.
The Folly of Righteous Men
A Wangxian Mafia AU brought to you by me, watching The Godfather and absolutely loving it so much more than I expected.
Link in the replies.
#Wangxian #MDZS #CQL #TheUntamed #Fanfic
The Folly of Righteous Men
A Wangxian Mafia AU brought to you by me, watching The Godfather and absolutely loving it so much more than I expected.
Link in the replies.
#Wangxian #MDZS #CQL #TheUntamed #Fanfic
September 20, 2025 at 7:22 AM
Here it is: the moment you have all been waiting for.
The Folly of Righteous Men
A Wangxian Mafia AU brought to you by me, watching The Godfather and absolutely loving it so much more than I expected.
Link in the replies.
#Wangxian #MDZS #CQL #TheUntamed #Fanfic
The Folly of Righteous Men
A Wangxian Mafia AU brought to you by me, watching The Godfather and absolutely loving it so much more than I expected.
Link in the replies.
#Wangxian #MDZS #CQL #TheUntamed #Fanfic
I just had a horribly unhinged idea for a dark comedy/political satire...
It's fucking hilarious, but oh my god my brain must be broken. When did my sense of humor get so grotesque???
It's fucking hilarious, but oh my god my brain must be broken. When did my sense of humor get so grotesque???
September 19, 2025 at 1:33 PM
I just had a horribly unhinged idea for a dark comedy/political satire...
It's fucking hilarious, but oh my god my brain must be broken. When did my sense of humor get so grotesque???
It's fucking hilarious, but oh my god my brain must be broken. When did my sense of humor get so grotesque???