Day 224 I'm sorry I have been pretty one-note lately, but I'm scared... I know you aren't reading this, but this is still my way to feel as if I could still talk to you.
Day 222 It has been a while since I had weird dreams like tonight's... Really crazy stuff. I kinda get what they mean, but at same time amI have no idea.
Day 219 I'm feeling bad right now... I fear this thing could happen to me soon too, and I'm not fully recovered from the other thing either so I'm feeling pretty bad mentally and physically. Technically nothing wrong is happening right now but I just want to cry.
Day 218 I fear the day you will have to experience something like this. I fear the day I will fully experience it, too. I wish we could have eachother when the day comes.
Day 216 That thing from the other day happened. It's not even something that happened to me, but it's so horrible... I think I've never cried this much for something than didn't hit me directly before. I... I don't know how to talk about it, sorry. I need mental rest.
Day 215 Sometimes the wifi isn't behaving and I have to switch to my phone's data and I kinda should just turn wifi off here, but I can't help feeling like it would be a waste.
Day 214 I'm having some fun lately! And I'm getting better. Really, I wish I could share it with you, but I'm glad you must be having fun, too, that's enough. Edit: This didn't get sent, sigh... Second time it happens if I recall correctly, sorry.
Day 211 Still recovering but much better! I've managed to keep having a daily walk despite the pain and fever and I think I'm ready to be out for a whole hour tomorrow, let's hope I don't force myself too much.
Day 210 I'm almost recovered, and just in time for the release of the new game! Are you getting it day 1? I hope so, it seems pretty fun, I think you will enjoy it a lot.
