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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 3m

...Although I think in that, the most satisfying that can get is to either be a physician or a veterinarian.

You're always seeing people at their worst. It's a super bummer job. ☹️

You're pretty awesome because you know that and still want to care for people.

Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 8m

#3 most regretted: life sciences

This carries some personal regret for me. I tried to do Biological Science myself.

It carries the idea you want to care for something (life), but that's not what it ends up being.

You just STUDY life, not care for it.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 15m

#4 least regretted is vocational/technical

...What I would characterize as being a trade.

It's the most direct path of doing what you want.

...But it's also just for the people that are big do-it-yourselfers.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 21m

...And you should also have a self-critical process to avoid logical fallacies.

...So I characterize law as having the idea of wishing that everybody had sense.

I believe that to be possible! 😠

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 30m

I think my mind is having a confusion with the policy makers, which this isn't what that is.

...But I also think there shouldn't be a such thing as someone whose only function is to tell you what the law means.

I think you should understand that for yourself.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 32m

...In general, the idea of being indecisive.

Although the idea of being in law is to be the one that's decisive.

...And what I think you should decide is what the people favor.

...My mind reframed it as essentially being the complaint department.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 36m

Back to the video

#4 most regretted: law

The thing I see the most irritating about this is the idea of having to deal with people that don't know how to solve their own problems.

...And otherwise having to deal with a system that seems like it's either too slow or it goes around in circles a lot

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 44m

*I make THIS drawing, though*

Maybe a corrupted memory.

"That's SO good! How did you learn how to draw like that?"

I know what the kitty and doggy looks like.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 56m

...My silly mind.

LET'S BE THE 80S KIDS AGAIN AND SHAWE!

*for some reason makes a silly little kid drawing of a kitty and doggy*

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

*sigh* From that, seeing that I am a sucky capitalist.

I can only make a non-profit.

I think you should do something of your own will and that the only thing you get out of it is to be HELPFUL 😊

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...Part of me thinks that should be the best thing in existence.

...Because I characterized it as being the one that can unlock your true potential.

...But only because I see it in a way that I know it isn't practiced. I think my job is to ENCOURAGE you! 😠

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

They're going to the other side now and their #5 for LEAST regretted surprises me.

Business/Management

The only sense it makes to me is that in order to be there, you HAVE to be a very strong person.

...Although I frame it strangely, too.

Your purpose is to give others purpose.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...But I've confused myself into thinking that I may not have my own children, but I will in some way have my own sweetie honey to make into a beautiful person.

...Oh dear. That idea again. Come with me if YOU think it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood. 🙂

Let's see the world! 🙂

Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...*sigh* I just made things too complicated for myself.

I'll go on.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

Although it's interesting I gave myself the idea that you can't learn how to be what you're going to be from your parents.

...Or at least not your biological parents.

...Unless you're like me and your idea IS that I'm going to let you be what you are!

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

Although it's fascinating if now I want to reject education as a profession.

...Although my entire idea for it was to reform what it is. Did it always have the idea I truly despise what the idea of it is?

I want to dismantle the institution of oppression that only exists to make you a slave.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

Hmmm...I think I am here to reject everything, but I already found the one thing I WON'T reject.

...And it's causing me to think the only thing I'm good for is kissing you, holding you, and cuddling with you.

And I think that's what a parent is. I care about you.

Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...I'm having the thoughts of someone that wants to constantly be in motion.

...And I ask when do they rest?

...*sigh* For myself, it's to be loved and feel safe.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

Hmmm...I'm having a contradictory idea, though.

...What if they WANT to follow me around and see the world with me?

...What my mind characterizes as being my "little buddy"! 😊

The only problem is that there isn't anything I do for certain. ...And thus there's nothing I can really learn.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...Piling onto the idea it's not about where your genetics come from.

Your parents are only the ones that want to care about you!

...And I care deeply about you to say that you don't belong to me. You should have your own path in life.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...What kind of world have I constructed?

Nobody keeps their kids and they're all adopted.

...Comment of my mind: I'm a sweet man to live in adoption world!

...Only these kids didn't lose their parents from problems really. These kids CHOSE to have a path in life they want to follow.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 1h

...And from there, I just get confused as to whether to embrace the depression and give up, or if that should mean something else.

I CAN'T BE WHAT I WANTED TO BE! ☹️

...*sigh* And right now, I yet again think that I just can't find my purpose.

I will deny everything.

Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 2h

...I think this way because I'M DEPRESSED!

Everything will only ever be WRONG to me.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 2h

...And I refuse the idea of being attached to ANYTHING.

...But I saw that contains the idea that because I think I lost everything, then I can't have anything either.

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Michael J. Hicks @kainrivers.bsky.social · 2h

*piling onto ideas where I think I destroy the ideas of family*

...Ideas that contained that I DON'T CARE ABOUT *ANYBODY*! 😠

I will only ever be COMPLETELY ALONE

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