sophiahelix
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writer | adult (age + content) | she/her | mdzs/cql and f1 these days | icon by citruslucy header by titsay
my very particular jam and also wheelhouse 😈
my favorite thing about a dual POV enemies-to-lovers is when they each have baggage that the other person is perfectly suited to understand and have empathy for and maybe help them through it but they’re too proud to reveal it so they and the reader just SUFFER waiting for the reveal 🥰🥰🥰
December 7, 2025 at 4:05 AM
my very particular jam and also wheelhouse 😈
yeah I have been trying to sell people on entry level Thai or Japanese BL this week because there is SO much of it
There is so much gay romance TV out there, she yells into the wind. It's just not in English, she screams.
December 6, 2025 at 11:45 PM
yeah I have been trying to sell people on entry level Thai or Japanese BL this week because there is SO much of it
Watching Heated Rivalry ep3 and dying at how many enormous phallic objects there are in this smoothie shop
December 6, 2025 at 11:41 PM
Watching Heated Rivalry ep3 and dying at how many enormous phallic objects there are in this smoothie shop
finally watched the first couple eps of Heated Rivalry; I haven’t read the book so I don’t know what minor hockey errors are from there or the show but luckily the actors are charming enough to overcome my nitpicking
December 4, 2025 at 1:11 AM
finally watched the first couple eps of Heated Rivalry; I haven’t read the book so I don’t know what minor hockey errors are from there or the show but luckily the actors are charming enough to overcome my nitpicking
Annual Yuletide assignment celebration/panic
October 26, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Annual Yuletide assignment celebration/panic
yuletide assignments when
October 26, 2025 at 1:57 AM
yuletide assignments when
I know “likes the idea of” means nothing but holy shit this is exactly the show I wanted after Andor
ANDOR creator Tony Gilroy likes the idea of a Kleya and Vel ‘Nazi hunters’ spin-off series in which the duo hunt after former Imperials following the fall of the Empire with the assistance of Dedra Meero in a Hannibal Lector-esque role.
(Source: youtu.be/mGBXFWvPRsE?...)
(Source: youtu.be/mGBXFWvPRsE?...)
September 8, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I know “likes the idea of” means nothing but holy shit this is exactly the show I wanted after Andor
something I’ve been reading lately made me go reread something I wrote a few years ago and while lately I no longer enjoy my own stories anymore (after years of being my own biggest rereader!) every word of this one got its claws into me again and I felt like yeah. this is my one real story.
September 8, 2025 at 8:46 PM
something I’ve been reading lately made me go reread something I wrote a few years ago and while lately I no longer enjoy my own stories anymore (after years of being my own biggest rereader!) every word of this one got its claws into me again and I felt like yeah. this is my one real story.
I played on tumblr but it’s easier here
September 5, 2025 at 5:39 PM
I played on tumblr but it’s easier here
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September 5, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Is Kpopped any good? My TV keeps advertising it to me
August 31, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Is Kpopped any good? My TV keeps advertising it to me
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we just saw the most AMAZING cosplay today... miku binder thomas jefferson….. we met a real celebrity
August 30, 2025 at 10:40 PM
we just saw the most AMAZING cosplay today... miku binder thomas jefferson….. we met a real celebrity
Not having set preferences on who tops/going against the fandom’s preferred top/bottom configuration AND I’M NOT SORRY!!
welcome in the shipping jail! For what shipping crime got you arrested?
August 28, 2025 at 12:11 AM
Not having set preferences on who tops/going against the fandom’s preferred top/bottom configuration AND I’M NOT SORRY!!
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You have to have changed your main fandom platform at least four times AND you must have at least three fandom-related subjects that cause an overwhelming wave of exhaustion to hit you whenever people start arguing over them
what constitutes a fandom-elder and when do you hit that milestone? is it by age? or through years of service? or is it something indefinable and ungraspable?
August 25, 2025 at 1:41 AM
You have to have changed your main fandom platform at least four times AND you must have at least three fandom-related subjects that cause an overwhelming wave of exhaustion to hit you whenever people start arguing over them
also this morning I woke up with some bit of a pop song I couldn't remember the lyrics for so I hummed it into my phone and laughed when it turned out to be the escalating part of "Golden"
(which reminds me I have 30 minutes of the movie left, I went to bed at Rumi's low point)
(which reminds me I have 30 minutes of the movie left, I went to bed at Rumi's low point)
August 23, 2025 at 4:59 PM
also this morning I woke up with some bit of a pop song I couldn't remember the lyrics for so I hummed it into my phone and laughed when it turned out to be the escalating part of "Golden"
(which reminds me I have 30 minutes of the movie left, I went to bed at Rumi's low point)
(which reminds me I have 30 minutes of the movie left, I went to bed at Rumi's low point)
Was Heart Killers any good? This morning my brain decided to miss First
August 23, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Was Heart Killers any good? This morning my brain decided to miss First
I have a basically-abandoned WIP that I nevertheless occasionally add sentences to, and though I don’t have any meme to do right now I did want to share that the last 3 sentences were these
August 23, 2025 at 3:17 AM
I have a basically-abandoned WIP that I nevertheless occasionally add sentences to, and though I don’t have any meme to do right now I did want to share that the last 3 sentences were these
gosh I miss the hockey kinkmeme on dw like a decade ago
We must retvrn to livejournal style kink memes where it was just a bunch of sickos on anon dropping unhinged prompts and the replies being "I got you fam" before dropping a comment thread of literary pornography. No judgment no filter just opting in to what appealed to you
Like I’m sorry. Only subs need aftercare? “Characters must show joy”? Only people in established relationships can have sex? You must write verbal consent for every act?
Besides just a misunderstanding of diegetic/non-diagetic kinks, they also have a completely evangelical view of sex as a whole 😭
Besides just a misunderstanding of diegetic/non-diagetic kinks, they also have a completely evangelical view of sex as a whole 😭
August 8, 2025 at 11:31 PM
gosh I miss the hockey kinkmeme on dw like a decade ago
I just keep saying “characters must show joy and agency” to myself and cracking up
August 8, 2025 at 6:39 PM
I just keep saying “characters must show joy and agency” to myself and cracking up
doing my yearly glance at the top 100 ao3 ships write up to reassure myself that it’s fandom in a flop era, not just me (it’s also me)
August 2, 2025 at 7:28 PM
doing my yearly glance at the top 100 ao3 ships write up to reassure myself that it’s fandom in a flop era, not just me (it’s also me)
me: oh there’s over 800 stories in the Sinners tag, that’s a pleasant surprise
me: wait
me: they are all…about…the white villain vampire……..
me: wait
me: they are all…about…the white villain vampire……..
July 14, 2025 at 5:56 PM
me: oh there’s over 800 stories in the Sinners tag, that’s a pleasant surprise
me: wait
me: they are all…about…the white villain vampire……..
me: wait
me: they are all…about…the white villain vampire……..
Jonathan Toews is playing for Winnipeg next season??
July 5, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Jonathan Toews is playing for Winnipeg next season??
oh no all the Andor actors are really fun youtu.be/xn4ihJRvWBs?...
"Andor" Cast Takes A Star Wars Trivia Quiz
YouTube video by BuzzFeed Celeb
youtu.be
June 18, 2025 at 9:50 PM
oh no all the Andor actors are really fun youtu.be/xn4ihJRvWBs?...
I just finished Andor S2 and am thinking sadly of all the fandoms I've tried to make work in the last couple years but couldn't sustain fannish interest in past the first burst of interest, despite liking the canon
June 15, 2025 at 7:39 PM
I just finished Andor S2 and am thinking sadly of all the fandoms I've tried to make work in the last couple years but couldn't sustain fannish interest in past the first burst of interest, despite liking the canon
honestly this is like 90% of what I’ve written
friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, what about the heavy yearning of fuck buddies to lovers
June 14, 2025 at 4:47 AM
honestly this is like 90% of what I’ve written