I wish I could say that I had a Power nap. In fact, I feel like I can dream several hours more.
November 8, 2025 at 5:10 AM
I wish I could say that I had a Power nap. In fact, I feel like I can dream several hours more.
人のことをNPD扱いした方、私が知っている限りで全ての職場でハラスメントに遭われている。そのハラスメントは自分で招いているか、ごく普通の指導や注意と思われる。どっちがNPDだよ、と思ってしまう。まあ、もう無関係だからいいんですけど。
October 22, 2025 at 5:33 PM
人のことをNPD扱いした方、私が知っている限りで全ての職場でハラスメントに遭われている。そのハラスメントは自分で招いているか、ごく普通の指導や注意と思われる。どっちがNPDだよ、と思ってしまう。まあ、もう無関係だからいいんですけど。
Out of 2 people, I had already given up so I’m in healing (forgetting) process, which is good. But the other, I actually considered her as a friend so her ghosting me and changing her attitude completely still digs my heart with a knife.
September 12, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Out of 2 people, I had already given up so I’m in healing (forgetting) process, which is good. But the other, I actually considered her as a friend so her ghosting me and changing her attitude completely still digs my heart with a knife.
It is now 2 months since I evacuated myself. I thought I can heal quicker and I have to admit that I’m still very much suffering and I now realise that it will take much longer than I expected initially. It will be a long journey for me but I hope something good will come out at the end of it.
August 17, 2025 at 3:36 PM
It is now 2 months since I evacuated myself. I thought I can heal quicker and I have to admit that I’m still very much suffering and I now realise that it will take much longer than I expected initially. It will be a long journey for me but I hope something good will come out at the end of it.
Come to think of it, I guess that last 2 years have been putting me more stress on my body as well as my soul. I’m not incorporating but I like to do things according to my own scheduling and unfortunately past years didn’t let me have that liberty which I struggle the most.
August 17, 2025 at 3:33 PM
Come to think of it, I guess that last 2 years have been putting me more stress on my body as well as my soul. I’m not incorporating but I like to do things according to my own scheduling and unfortunately past years didn’t let me have that liberty which I struggle the most.
なんだかんだあって、トラウマにはしばらく悩まされそうだけど、少しずつ喜びを取り戻している気がする。
August 9, 2025 at 7:55 AM
なんだかんだあって、トラウマにはしばらく悩まされそうだけど、少しずつ喜びを取り戻している気がする。
月組さんの舞台写真、いつ出るのかなあ〜デュエダンのお写真早く欲しい。あと礼華はるくんの。
August 9, 2025 at 7:51 AM
月組さんの舞台写真、いつ出るのかなあ〜デュエダンのお写真早く欲しい。あと礼華はるくんの。
月組ガイズ、酔っ払いサラの場面を思い出してまだキュンとする。あのポカスカとしか形容できないパンチ、それを優しく止めるスカイ、からの徐々にサラへの愛情が滲み出てくる視線、そしてあのキスシーン。まさしく夢の世界だった。
August 9, 2025 at 2:35 AM
月組ガイズ、酔っ払いサラの場面を思い出してまだキュンとする。あのポカスカとしか形容できないパンチ、それを優しく止めるスカイ、からの徐々にサラへの愛情が滲み出てくる視線、そしてあのキスシーン。まさしく夢の世界だった。
月組ガイズ、じわじわと良い演目だったなあと、思い出すと幸せな気持ちになる。酔っ払ってパンチしてるけど届かないじゅりちゃんが可愛かった。
August 6, 2025 at 3:06 PM
月組ガイズ、じわじわと良い演目だったなあと、思い出すと幸せな気持ちになる。酔っ払ってパンチしてるけど届かないじゅりちゃんが可愛かった。
個人的にかなり精神的にキツい1ヶ月半だったから、宝塚の夢の世界に助けてもらった気分。
August 6, 2025 at 6:49 AM
個人的にかなり精神的にキツい1ヶ月半だったから、宝塚の夢の世界に助けてもらった気分。
人生初ガイズ✨
礼華はるくんの、くるっとなった前髪が格好良くて、初登場でひえっと言いかけた。じゅりちゃんのデュエダンの姿が女神様みたいだった。ちなじゅり、同じ柄のお衣装で、回ると同じようにキラキラして夢のようだった。
礼華はるくんの、くるっとなった前髪が格好良くて、初登場でひえっと言いかけた。じゅりちゃんのデュエダンの姿が女神様みたいだった。ちなじゅり、同じ柄のお衣装で、回ると同じようにキラキラして夢のようだった。
August 6, 2025 at 6:28 AM
人生初ガイズ✨
礼華はるくんの、くるっとなった前髪が格好良くて、初登場でひえっと言いかけた。じゅりちゃんのデュエダンの姿が女神様みたいだった。ちなじゅり、同じ柄のお衣装で、回ると同じようにキラキラして夢のようだった。
礼華はるくんの、くるっとなった前髪が格好良くて、初登場でひえっと言いかけた。じゅりちゃんのデュエダンの姿が女神様みたいだった。ちなじゅり、同じ柄のお衣装で、回ると同じようにキラキラして夢のようだった。
やることが姑息なんだよなあ…。かたや攻撃的で、かたや不誠実。どちらにも共通するのは、器の小ささと人間としてのレベルの低さ。最低な人たちと縁が切れたと喜ぶには、まだ傷がフレッシュすぎる。でも、どう考えても今回のことは、自分にとっては吉事。それは理解している。
August 1, 2025 at 3:02 PM
やることが姑息なんだよなあ…。かたや攻撃的で、かたや不誠実。どちらにも共通するのは、器の小ささと人間としてのレベルの低さ。最低な人たちと縁が切れたと喜ぶには、まだ傷がフレッシュすぎる。でも、どう考えても今回のことは、自分にとっては吉事。それは理解している。
Just as I realized that my gut feeling was actually right, I also discovered that a person whom I was quite fond of was, in fact, an absolute asshole. I know it's a life lesson and I will overcome but the frustration is still very much raw.
August 1, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Just as I realized that my gut feeling was actually right, I also discovered that a person whom I was quite fond of was, in fact, an absolute asshole. I know it's a life lesson and I will overcome but the frustration is still very much raw.
Despite the damage, I am actually quite grateful for what had happened to me as it taught me enormously. By counteracting, I now realise what I want to do, what I want from my life and what I feel comfortable with, more clearly than before. Thank you for my horrible frenemy, she guided me🥹
July 25, 2025 at 3:40 PM
Despite the damage, I am actually quite grateful for what had happened to me as it taught me enormously. By counteracting, I now realise what I want to do, what I want from my life and what I feel comfortable with, more clearly than before. Thank you for my horrible frenemy, she guided me🥹
It’s something to remind myself so I will not make similar mistakes in the future. I sometimes try too much to “like” people to have as peaceful relationships as possible, as a result I tend to go towards Stockholm syndrome like state. Once I get to that stage, I can only realise that I had been…so
July 25, 2025 at 3:37 PM
It’s something to remind myself so I will not make similar mistakes in the future. I sometimes try too much to “like” people to have as peaceful relationships as possible, as a result I tend to go towards Stockholm syndrome like state. Once I get to that stage, I can only realise that I had been…so
Since I’ve (practically) moved out of that hell house, I can’t give s**t about her anymore. I thought I might be trying to act like I don’t care but I literally am not interested in her one bit.
July 25, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Since I’ve (practically) moved out of that hell house, I can’t give s**t about her anymore. I thought I might be trying to act like I don’t care but I literally am not interested in her one bit.
I think I’ve reached my limit. Not only thinking about having a physical contact with her frightens me, but a simple communication online makes my heart race like crazy. I’m too traumatised by her. I’m done with her. I shouldn’t be in touch with her. Period.
July 14, 2025 at 4:31 PM
I think I’ve reached my limit. Not only thinking about having a physical contact with her frightens me, but a simple communication online makes my heart race like crazy. I’m too traumatised by her. I’m done with her. I shouldn’t be in touch with her. Period.
Asking me not to come in to common rooms because she fears of me “stealing”, yet she freely comes into my private rooms when I’m not there, dumping things that she “thinks” they belong to me. Talk me about double standard.
July 10, 2025 at 10:08 AM
Asking me not to come in to common rooms because she fears of me “stealing”, yet she freely comes into my private rooms when I’m not there, dumping things that she “thinks” they belong to me. Talk me about double standard.
It’s so exhausting to even see a glimpse of ill-mannered, passive aggressive mal behaviour. I don’t wish her bad luck. I just wish her to go away and stay away from me forever.
July 10, 2025 at 10:06 AM
It’s so exhausting to even see a glimpse of ill-mannered, passive aggressive mal behaviour. I don’t wish her bad luck. I just wish her to go away and stay away from me forever.
I can’t wait till the day comes where I can officially laugh about this situation that I’m put in, as something funny to tell to my friends.
July 5, 2025 at 12:38 AM
I can’t wait till the day comes where I can officially laugh about this situation that I’m put in, as something funny to tell to my friends.
Every single time I am in presence of hers, regardless of whether she sees me or not, she just has to have to make ginormous noises, slamming the doors as hard as she can, stamping on the stairs etc., to…to intimidate me, I imagine? It was scary at first but now it’s almost comical.
July 5, 2025 at 12:37 AM
Every single time I am in presence of hers, regardless of whether she sees me or not, she just has to have to make ginormous noises, slamming the doors as hard as she can, stamping on the stairs etc., to…to intimidate me, I imagine? It was scary at first but now it’s almost comical.
It has been already 3 weeks that my heart starts to beat too fast as soon as I wake up, because of anxiety.
July 3, 2025 at 11:08 PM
It has been already 3 weeks that my heart starts to beat too fast as soon as I wake up, because of anxiety.
I just want this to be over with. She has became frenemy and has been hurtful on and off for over 18 months. It’s been too long for me to realise this fact so certain damage is already done but I hope to heal myself and be as healthy as I can be in the future.
July 3, 2025 at 9:59 AM
I just want this to be over with. She has became frenemy and has been hurtful on and off for over 18 months. It’s been too long for me to realise this fact so certain damage is already done but I hope to heal myself and be as healthy as I can be in the future.
Never have I imagined someone to be that aggressive, poisonous and tenacious (in the worst way, obviously). Huge life lesson with huge pain but I’m also glad that I could learn the importance of protecting oneself. So all in all, it’s good and I’m somewhat grateful for her too.
July 3, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Never have I imagined someone to be that aggressive, poisonous and tenacious (in the worst way, obviously). Huge life lesson with huge pain but I’m also glad that I could learn the importance of protecting oneself. So all in all, it’s good and I’m somewhat grateful for her too.
I’m so relieved that another day is over without bumping into her. The last time I was there, she was unexpectedly at home and I literally felt like I’d be killed. Really wishing that the days would pass by safe enough so I can make a complete escape from her.
July 3, 2025 at 9:45 AM
I’m so relieved that another day is over without bumping into her. The last time I was there, she was unexpectedly at home and I literally felt like I’d be killed. Really wishing that the days would pass by safe enough so I can make a complete escape from her.