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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 5h

being the most stubborn person alive is both my best and worst trait

???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 15h

WAIT i only just had the idea to check if csp backed up any of the assets i made automatically since backups save to another drive and a fair amount of them are there. this might actually be workable. still missing some important stuff but.....

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 15h

i think i might try to recover the data. idk what i'm going to do if i can't get it. i'll figure something out but it won't be fun

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 15h

i should really just decide how i want to approach resolving this whole situation already

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 15h

i want to work on my game so baaaad.....

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 2d

i often don't really have much in particular to say in response to something even if i appreciate that thing being said to me. so i don't say anything. this just makes it look like i'm ignoring people because i kinda am

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 2d

i think my general way of interacting with people being "don't speak unless you have something to say" makes me come off very weird in online interactions

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 4d

i never really mention it but i feel like saying i'm autistic is like the least surprising bit of information about myself i could possibly reveal

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 4d

how it feels to be in my body

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 4d

not the chest pain again

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 5d

writing narration in first person feels so incredibly wrong to me. that's not how thoughts work i think

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 6d

i wish i could work on my game rn so bad. i have done like nothing productive for the last week because starting something i don't already have substantial progress on is so much harder

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 8d

maybe i will for something someday but it'd have to be something with very different priorities than the things i see myself making in the near future. which is very possible to be fair

???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 8d

i'm only really concerned with whether or not people get to experience it and not whether or not they have a good experience with it. if someone thinks it sucks i think that's fine but i'd feel a little bad if they paid me money for it

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 8d

my thing with charging money is that i don't really make things with the intention of other people enjoying them nor do i want to. i don't want "but will people like it" to be a thing i have to consider and that becomes much more necessary to consider when a cost is involved

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 8d

i'm kind of fundamentally opposed to charging money for things i make but with how much work i've put into this game and how much grief some parts of developing it have caused me i should probably at least like. open up some way to donate money for people who got something out of it

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 9d

everyone i was talking to said this too

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 9d

i explained the premise of one in a conversation earlier and felt insane

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???? @closedeyesoflove.bsky.social · 9d

i love whenever i get the chance to talk about one of my future projects and it sounds like mad ramblings

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