kiel 🎃 #phannie4lyfe
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🤍 First post: 20 Jan 2025

🩵 Interests (7 Sept 2025):
- dan and phil
- ethel cain
- drag race

🤍 Notices (7 Sept 2025):
- no tws (oomfs can dm me for requests)
- this account is 95% my personal life and 5% recurring interests
- i qrt posts like they’re journal prompts, i’m not trying to start fights
love Dan and Phil happy for their anniversary I ain’t changing my layout for them tho ❤️
and instead when I asked where they were at 2pm she responded at 3:30 that they decided to stay a little later and she got back home at 6pm. so I rarely see them and for the day that I travelled 300 miles /to hang out/ she was gone for 7 hours with no communication after we made plans to hang out
also for clarification in case anyone thinks I’m a bitch: I’m visiting my parents (see them maybe like 6 times a year for like 5 days at a time) and she told me she was going to be back at 1pm today to make my favorite meal and watch tv together so we could hang out
she can’t get mad at me for treating our relationship as transactional because look at how the apologies work my forgiveness costs like 30 bucks and 1 hour of minimal labor
made her pay for all you can eat korean bbq and she cooked all of it bcoz she felt guilty 😛😛😛 didn’t get an apology and she didn’t even emote guilt or say that she felt guilty but I know how she works so this is as good as it can get 🤗
my mom was once again inconsiderate and rude and selfish today but I’ve built up so much mental space between people’s bullshit and my feelings that I’m generally not that bothered by it!! no crisis no feeling like I’m the worst person ever just pride in myself for knowing I deserve better treatment
phanniepocalypse omfg why do y’all look the same
I’ve been saying for years that for what I lack in a loving mother figure figure I make up for in parasocial relationships to dnp
my mom was once again inconsiderate and rude and selfish today but I’ve built up so much mental space between people’s bullshit and my feelings that I’m generally not that bothered by it!! no crisis no feeling like I’m the worst person ever just pride in myself for knowing I deserve better treatment
Reposted by kiel 🎃 #phannie4lyfe
gonna have to watch a compilation of amazingphil saying “dandphilgames” just to feel something
“do you forgive me?” “i don’t think i need to forgive you!” i’m going to jump
LOL real that one is tough in a similar c’s and s’s thing i had to force myself to memorize necessary 😔
also for clarification I speak neither and my mom (Filipino) speaks neither as well so really I just got overwhelmed by the power of Filipino culture while watching Dan and Phil for a moment my bad
I’m fake Filipino for this btw my family speaks Ilocano not Tagalog 💔 just wanted to confess that
FILIPINOS MENTIONED RAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH MAHAL KO KAYO 🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭
do y’all have any words u consistently cannot spell mine is millenial / milennial / millennial (third try)
Reposted by kiel 🎃 #phannie4lyfe
on October 11th 2025 this year I got breakfast with my friends and then went on a walk to pick up litter in my neighborhood and then took a huge nap and then got high and drunk and played video games into the AM hours
(Oakland October 11th 2024) second closest tour date to exactly one year before hard launch with the first being Phoenix on actual October 13th and third being San Diego on October 17th
also crazy bcoz I saw them October 11th 2024 which was only like one year and two days before hard launch which really means nothing and it’s not that crazy but it’s crazy to me
I think it’s extra special too to get two of them as the special one like I woulda been thrilled to get any of the specials even golden pig but it being the one of them TOGETHER is soooooo crazy ESPECIALLY AS LAST PACKET IN WHOLE VENUE god was watching out for me fr
circled blue are the ones i got TEEHEHEHEE
when I went to tit I got the very last (they took it off the display rack) photocard packet of the entire venue and in it I pulled the special card of both Dan AND Phil and that’s my one singular claim 2 fame
I WAS COOKING WITH THAT ONEEEE like god my mind 💆
it’s so hard to find good icons for them like I looked through all of amazingphil instagram today for ANYTHING and I was finding dust so this was the best I could come up with 😭😭😭 if u do get a dnp tattoo of any design pls post would looooove 2 see