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yu @yxyu.bsky.social · Apr 28
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Xiao Jiu’s right.

she’s really made a fool of herself.
she - how stupid she’d been, presenting her ugliness in front of Xiao Jiu, lovely as a heavenly immortal, wishfully thinking - thinking Xiao Jiu would spare her another look
unlike in the ghost stories, where the skinner demons had shed their masks of human skin, the skin on her body, marked by countless scars from being ripped apart and healed, cannot be peeled off.
at night, alone in her room, after Xiao Jiu’s long gone, YQY, with shaking hands and heaving breaths, scrubs the makeup off her face, pulls the delicate dress off her bulky body, rips the pins from her messy hair, thick black strands still wrapped around them.
knowing the words she’d said managed to render the usually annoyingly talkative Zhangmen-shijie speechless, she should be endlessly delighted by it, but what’s with this strange and sour feeling rising in her heart?
SJ titters, her raised sleeve hiding her smiling lips, but not her curved eyes.

across the table, the always calm and composed YQ, whose expression wouldn’t change even if Mount Tai collapsed, releases a stifled gasp.
the phrase refers to how, by blindly imitating, one’s not only failed in copying, but has also lost one’s original essence

okay back to the story ~
it comes from a story - during the warring states period, someone went to Handan and, seeing how gracefully the people there walked, tried to imitate the style of walking, but not only did he fail to copy it, he even forgot the way he originally walked
note: the idiom that SJ references, 邯郸学步, literally means ‘to copy the way they walk in Handan’
As the saying goes, to copy the style of walking in Handan, the more you walk, the uglier it seems.”
“Zhangmen-shijie, today, your little shimei didn’t prepare gifts. To repay shijie’s hospitality, I’ll instead give some gold and jade words of advice.
consumed by her own poisonous thoughts, SJ, glancing up and down, deliberately letting her gaze take the measure of YQY - her nose twitching like an ox’s from the cloying floral stench of the scented sachet hanging on her person - spits out a sneering jibe.
awkwardly adjusting a hair ornament with one hand, the other pushing the plate full of snacks towards SJ hopefully, isn’t the dignified future sect leader just turning herself into a laughingstock?
“Goodbye, Qingyuan-gege.”
Feeling about for any items of value on his person, SJ quickly pockets the wallet and phone in his back pocket while taking the chance to grasp his…assets.

Since he wants to be a saint, let him be a good person till the very end!
Before leaving, SJ, overwhelmed by ‘emotion’, pulls that great oaf into a hug.

“Thank you.”

He whispers - the young master’s chest really is…abundant.

“Thank you so much. You’re very - bighearted.”
If he’d checked his own account on his phone, he’d also notice, the money hasn’t entered his account.

“Five thousand and two hundred? That’s too - “

“The extra 200, take it as me thanking you. I have to go now, I’m so sorry once again for the inconvenience. Use the extra money to get a ride!”
Turning the screen so it faces the young master, if he’d checked a bit more carefully, he would have noticed the small line of text below the amount transferred: ‘the money will be credited in 24 hours’
“Here’s five thousand. Is it enough?”

“Mn! Thank you - thank you so much, you’re really, really too kind…gege, let me scan your code - I’ve just transferred the amount to you!”
(Ge, I’m glad you’re so understanding!)

“I need five thousand in cash. Is - is that too much?”

“It’s no problem. I brought some spare change.”

“I have the money in my bank account, if you can pass me the cash, I’ll transfer it to you right away!”
“Gege, I’m so sorry to trouble you, but - this is urgent - “

Turning to YQY, he wipes a tear off his face pathetically.

“It’s alright. Saving a life is more important.”
Cash? That’s not a bad idea, it’ll leave less of a trace.

“ - they, they need the full amount in cash? Five thousand? Mn, I’ll get to it right away…I’ll see you at the hospital, jie.”
At this moment, the tears he can command at will well up in his eyes.

“Hello, jie? What? The hospital says - they need the money to be paid upfront before they can begin treatment - mn, all right, how much - “

“Qingqiu-di, I have some cash on hand if you need it - “
Playing the part of the nosy housewife too well, his jiejie can consider acting in a short drama next!

“ - thanking Mrs. Lin.”

“…Qingqiu-di? Is everything okay - “

“Hold on. I have to take this call.”
“…”

“Aiyo, it’s not that I want to nag, but your sister should be more careful with that little one, especially since she was a premature baby, isn’t this the third time in the last 2 months?”