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(finding out things about Joss and certain things does have it make sense why so many things would go wrong... =\ Plus. Just. Preferences for other things - like shipping and love triangles, etc)
...I also remembered I'm pretty sure there was a Sunnydale yearbook merch released and I have that... Hm.
Skimming through some things, it's interesting how people would've acted if it aired NOW for the first time or those that DID see it then and how many of us really have dislike (or hatred!) for certain things in S7. heh. Or just. Certain episodes throughout in general.
It was interesting how frequently things would be solved then come up again - and not just "they're teenagers" or "young adults" thing.

There are a LOT of great episodes and I would love to own the series one day, but...
Anywho. There were a lot of episodes I missed once I got a job and then there weren't re-runs a lot option thing, no streaming... But when I did go through and rewatch it to see what I missed AND just... marathon it...
BTVS when I first watched it and... was, what - Let's see it started in... 1997... Okay Buffy was a Sophomore in HS and 15-16 y/o... Oh LMFAO that's prolly why I connected so much, too xD

I was the same age depending on time of year ^^;;
Or how in some episodes you can just FEEL things are not right. And even some of the actors said that Joss had them OOC and - yes, his characters, but like. That's a can of worms topic on creator/characters.

But like. Just remembering some things on how much I LOVED
My mom's had BTVS on a few times and IDK how far she is, but I did tell her some things about it... like a lot of things in S1 felt like they were discovering how they wanted the show to go/not addressing things again, or topics being revisited later seasons...
It's... something else that most people who want to help others in need *can't* help more than awareness (WHICH IS A SUPER BIG DEAL TO SPREAD!! AND NOT TO BE UNDERESTIMATED) or are in need themselves...

...while many of those that CAN help would rather not.
4 days to get another $151, 13 days to get $180 on top of that, plus all else, unless my brother helps any.
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My head is throbbing so much.

Between the sleep and the vision, it's getting worse daily - or so it feels.

IDK if my sister will be able to help with all things happening that she's tellin' m'mom I'm guessing but not me b/c Of Reasons, but my head... nothin' new.
ATINY: *comments on loving Yunho's hands, hand photos, hand hands Hands HANDS

Yunho: Slide To Me -- with them HANDS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IVedQnXps0
LMFAO omfg I beat a level on my BTS Island//SEOM game and it went to Yoongi who said good job... earn lots of gold... win gold (or something like that), then plopped on the ground as if he was napping (I also have him in Cheshire cat look, soo...) xDD Yes, money need, Yoongi.
My youngest sister can no longer financially help. My mom doesn't think it's wise to do as much laundry in the tub anymore due to water bill so it's all up to just... continued rewearing and minimal washing.

Still job applying...

And my mom's car is stalling a bit again, now, too.
$246 due the 21st (and if it's in my Paypal, it'll take 1-2 days to go through) or we lose Budget Billing and it'll skyrocket our electric bill even MORE

$179.69 due the 31st or fee + water turn off...

$95 donated kindly so far. Please help.
🎵🎶A lonely girl mutters "I'm fine",
Have words failed her?
A failure, a failure.
Obsessing over her mistakes
Makes everything spin again!🎶🎵

https://open.spotify.com/track/2qEdhXi9KANaoPji89PsNP?si=b1e4de7a2eaf4e02
🎵🎶These wings, although they came out of pain,
are wings towards the light
Even if it’s tiring and hurting,
if I can fly away, I’ll fly🎶🎵

https://open.spotify.com/track/2ZbYyDM0pacTwP2odNsdlo?si=1c1418ce7fd4484c
Please, Yoongi, do your whispered 𝘚𝑢𝘨𝑎 before you start your rap on the next album ;;
🎵🎶Don’t wanna die
But so much pain
Too much cryin’

So, the dulling blade

Oh I
We were only seven
I
But we have you all now🎶🎵

https://open.spotify.com/track/44WLOqH7QayQOQdeUHeKUK?si=fad7aab2a7a84644
For the ones from diff albums, I need to remove those, but the way 28, Neva Play, and Her were like "yeah, we're gonna play this, go to an ad, and play it AGAIN for you." There's nothing wrong with the songs, but that's not... shuffling... =|
At least in some cases it's like 'Fine, it's from a different album and I guess I forgot to remove duplicates' but other times? x_X

It also plays Seven back to back a lot, but those are remixes, so it's like "Okay, I guess I see why Spotify might do that."
When you put a specific PL on to sleep to and not only does that stupid suggestion shuffle come in for free users (and I think some paid, idk) - but it doesn't shuffle at times, but plays songs... back to back?

wtf spotify.
You know those dreams where you try to scream or run and you're either quiet/slow or can't at all?

It was like that for throwing things, but instead of fear, it was just anger, frustration, and embarrassment ~_~;

The other nightmare went nightmare fun /sarcasm ._.;

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to his English ending with "you know?" as per the norm, right? Right.

But I felt so embarrassed and it kinda felt like Jin and I knew each other OUTSIDE of class at SOME parts of the dream, but then during gym it was like "Nope - strangers."

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So it was frustrating and then he tried to have us have these... almost VHS type things on our forearms... like you'd play volleyball... and toss it to each other with the intent to catch it the same way...

And he kept going from Korean where I wouldn't understand him,

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