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Vana

@vixenvana.bsky.social

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💀27 ~ queer af (I love everyone) ~ BMI 19💀 🦇Any pronouns🦇 🕸Drawn to my Damage🕸 🐁Feel free to block me/no minors please!!🐁 💛This is a space for me to vent, don't like it, please move on💛

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Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · Sep 21

Excerise thread
~ Ideally an hour a day
~ Distance and speed is miles per hour
~ Won't be writting out info for each post to avoid flagging
~ Time and day of the week on each pic too for logs

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 6h

May as well soak my feet while Im stuck here, since I did a chem peel a few days ago 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 6h

I had a bunch of metamucil and its HITTIN

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 7h

I have a mini doamin dot thingy Ima try that

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 7h

What is IWTH me lately. Last night I had a whole melt down feelin GUILTY about thinkin about how I would do it 😭😭 geezus my mind is spirally into the dark lately

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

I need movment I need to move and distract and burn my muscles

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

I wanna excerise more its 3 am fuckin fuk fuck fuck

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

Like it was GOOD I just am not used to expressing it 😭😭 Im nervous they arent liking it, I want THEM to feel good thats so so fucking important, it makes me feel good and I want them to want me ya know? What if they dont like it?

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

Like I'm used to not being touched and stiffling myself when w myself bc walls at home are THIN, and I KNOW it def was a bit of a problem w gymbro bc we did obviously have open convos and communicate lol but he got a gf shortly after so never rlly got to open up

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

Weve talked about✨️ it✨️ before, but they v much want to take the lead bc I've never been eaten or like REALLY touched (I declined w gymbro bc nervous), and like I WANT them to take the lead, but like I have this fear it wont live up to what I have in my head. Not in them bein bad, but not likin me 💀

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

Btw, they drive 45 mins to come hang w me 👀

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

I had 5 mins left of my podcast 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 8h

Only meant to do an hour. Am almost at 1hr and a half and its 2 am. Oops

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 9h

Skipped yesterdays workout, so even tho its 130 am I gotta keep goin at it. Ill shower tmmr before I see them (wtf am I gonna WEAR?!)

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 10h

two cats are sleeping on a bed together .

ALT: two cats are sleeping on a bed together .

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Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 10h

Ive been very high res lately so excited to weigh tmmr morning

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 12h

They drive, I plan the trails and bring the energy drinkies!

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 12h

We're goin on a walky walky tmmr 😊😊

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 13h

I need to hang with Ren, they're SUCH a safe friend 😭 I cant believe it took me 10 years of talking to finally get around to hanging w them

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 13h

AHHHH AHHH HAPPY BDAYYY

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 13h

If the heavy emphasis on "coworker" wasn't already enough, this just kinda is another "ouch" on our friendship bein GOOOONE

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 13h

So I called out today, and H messaged me to ask if I wanted a shift tmmr (day off). I told her no, bc I still am not feelin the best.

She sent me a thumbs up. Our messenger icon isnt set for that, she looked for and used an emoji. 🫠🫠 AND TRUST ME, IK WHAT IT MEANS W HER, SHE HATES THAT SHIT

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 17h

Its ✨️raining✨️ and Im in my lil smoke shed 😊😊

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 17h

Update, even tho I told him I was OUT, he didn't send it yet (somwtimes he waits a couple days for some reason 🫠🫠)

Totally on me for not booking an appt sooner but thank FUCK my pharmacy is so helpful 😭 I will forever appreciate them sm, never wanna switch from them

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 17h

Update, even tho I told him I was OUT, he didn't send it yet (somwtimes he waits a couple days for some reason 🫠🫠)

Totally on me for not booking an appt sooner but thank FUCK my pharmacy is so helpful 😭 I will forever appreciate them sm, never wanna switch from them

Vana @vixenvana.bsky.social · 18h

RIGHT!! Idk pb cup sounds pretty damn worth it