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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO.

@ventriloquism.bsky.social

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i sleep. i dream. i make up things that i would never say. i say them very quietly. MDNI. | NSFW. | Written by #peonyhearted.

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 25d

If I had a tael for every time I’ve been kicked down the stairs, I’d have two taels…which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice.

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emotions scrapbook (returned) @affectingbot.bsky.social · 27d

With every flicker of feeling that smile shifts, daring a confident second in the sun, then hiding away behind his lips, then peeking again. You can read a man’s soul with a smile like that, can see his every hope and fear and love, and…

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · 28d

[It hurts to remember all the good times.]

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Aug 11

Hmm, it’s more accurate to call it a cherished hobby.

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Aug 11

That’s my job, isn’t it?

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Aug 10

I’m sure it was.

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Aug 6

/ i can’t find u?? 😭

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Aug 6

/ it’s my side account but i’ll follow from my main

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jun 7

/ judge me if you must but my mind is huge

What if I wrote a Sangyao fic where JGY takes NHS hostage during the Guanyin temple arc and escapes with him? And maybe NHS has a mental breakdown about falling back in love with his brother's murderer? And maybe JGY was already in love with him?

#look i'm Just Saying... #and yes JGY has to fend off NHS' assassination attempts & yes he binds NHS to him somehow so he can't escape. obviously.

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Bakemono @splitpierrot.bsky.social · Jul 16

“Don’t rely on anyone but me.”
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#sangyao #mdzs #niehuaisang #jinguangyao

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waow 🔞 @stomachbooks.bsky.social · Jul 29

toxic ( #sangyao #niehuaisang #jinguangyao #mdzs )

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 29

[A long, tedious day.]

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 28

A-Sāng…

Nie Huaisang · 聂怀桑 @a-sang.bsky.social · Jul 16

da-ge needs not know I have ACCIDENTALLY spilled ink on his favorite clan book.

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emotions scrapbook (returned) @affectingbot.bsky.social · Jul 28

He is trying desperately to hang on to his belief in normality while faced with two emotionally horrific problems at once.

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

[He very much doubts that.]

Then there’s no reason not to ask.

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

If you don’t believe me, ask him.

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emotions scrapbook (returned) @affectingbot.bsky.social · Jul 3

The pitying rain began to fall; I seemed to love the sound far more than I had ever done before. For rain has a friendly sound to one who's six feet underground, and scarce the friendly voice or face: a grave is such a quiet place.

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金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

We get along just fine.

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

Ah.

[He relaxes infinitesimally.]

It’s nothing. We have no quarrel with one another.

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

We don’t? Did he tell you that?

[He almost sounds hurt.]

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

Ah, no…

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

…in a manner of speaking.

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

[True. He chuckles softly behind his voluminous sleeve.]

Ah, I’m afraid this part of my discussion with him doesn’t have anything to do with you.

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

Why is it different?

金光瑶 / JĪN GUĀNGYÁO. @ventriloquism.bsky.social · Jul 3

If you told me something in confidence that doesn’t concern your jiùjiu, does that mean I can tell him?