🌀 trucidate
@trucidate.bsky.social
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freelancer digital artist commissions open ∙ closed requests NO AI pseudo-art or nft stuff commissions sheet: https://trucidate.carrd.co/#commissions sketch commissions: https://tally.so/r/nGBjrz
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october #commissions are open!! 💫

will be limiting my full colored and rendered slots to one each this month!

please send me a message at 'trucidate' on discord! let's work together!
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welp, this took all morning
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sometimes i fell the joy of being alive...
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wish that someday it would get easier to convey these ideas and projects, but being realistic, i don't think it will get as easier as it is today.
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i am trying to let go of this little by little, but finding the silver lining between doing with right and doing with heart is distant and thin for me that takes a tool on me while also taking so much time.
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the key word is feel, as most of the time it doesn't matter. sometimes is a study, a sketch to myself, an interpretation of a idea - all of these don't matter if they are wrong, they are just the start. and still i get smashed with some sort of sadness.
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i am in a constant battle to find a way to learn how-to-art and make sense, while also being the expressive valve in my life AND follow standards i set to myself. it is a uphill battle. i get very frustrated with results that feel wrong.
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i am now 5 years into drawing constantly, and i never could get over the feeling of 'trying too hard'.

even though i am better than 5 years ago, i rarely can get my creative part take over for various reasons. sadly, this affects my willpower to create and learn things.
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i needed to create these numbered sections to reference and link their meaning that i wrote somewhere else in there
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i finally wrote enough so my doc started to reference itself like Wikipedia
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ehehe! mocci is a simple dish from where she lives. it can be sweat, sour, salty or just plain - it's the easiest food to consume even thought it got various basic stuff as nutrients, so most people don't bother too much unless they are in a rush. somehow she is addicted to it
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this took me a fucking week (proud)
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is it incredible that from time to time i get insanely afraid of drawing, judging a lot of what i do and what i didn't do. -- i get lots of days like these followed by days full of guilty for not drawing or being able to draw.
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hahaha thanks! she doesnt have fear of cutting her hair tho, sorry for misleading! she has fear of getting caught eating too much 'mocci' late at night, even tough she is the one who got them in the first place
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wing-posting.bsky.social
Hi! This is my page for an OC I recently adopted. She's named Wing!

I'm interested in getting more art of her, budget permitting. If you're interested in drawing her, let me know and I'd love to commission!

Designed by @zanamaoria.bsky.social, thanks so much!
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gsiahsua depois me passa seu ID, eu to todo noob ainda
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fleur d'amour #wutheringwaves #cartethyia
trucidate.bsky.social
october #commissions are open!! 💫

will be limiting my full colored and rendered slots to one each this month!

please send me a message at 'trucidate' on discord! let's work together!