Jen (early transition arc) 🏳️‍⚧️
@transducer.bsky.social
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🏳️‍⚧️🚺, finally 🐣ing & posting through it (💊24-12-06, 💉25-06-24). She/her. 40. Call an informed consent clinic TODAY to make an appt for HRT, even if you don’t want it—by the time the appt happens, who knows? There is still time. The time will pass anyway.
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Well y’all, a bish welcomes any thoughts on the matter, bc it do be that time lol

Again, I’m most looking for tactical advice in doing this as an out trans woman, which is the new part for me this go-round 🏳️‍⚧️🚺🤷🏻‍♀️ Some of y’all are uniquely qualified, among my friends, to share that perspective!
Looking towards the setting sun, a woman stands on a sidewalk watching a bus go past her reading “not in service.” Words superimposed over the orange sky read “alright, time for a job search”
transducer.bsky.social
I was actually kind of noodling around some thoughts about this, & the dreams I had last night, & someone who commented “beautiful” on the selfie I posted last week

but tbh BlueSky rn feels like purely a machine to show me people with getting-yelled-at fetishes, so I’m taking it to the Notes app ✌️🫥
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Why do I *ever* wear the non-waterproof eyeliner to therapy. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Jen, you ditz
transducer.bsky.social
well, who among us can predict the future, right? 🤷🏻‍♀️ you’re trying when you can, that’s what matters 💜
transducer.bsky.social
This is good too! Something about the “lo-fi beats to chill out to” vibe of that last one just struck me particularly as “that’s a nice pic of a kind idk I’ve seen Asha post” 💖

I’m sorry you didn’t get to go to the thing. I’m sure you would’ve been a big hit 💜
transducer.bsky.social
Ooo I don’t think I’d seen a pic of you in profile before, you have a really nice profile! And the headphones really complete the look imo ✨
transducer.bsky.social
(Block her, that is, not you! Sorry, didn’t phrase that clearly 😅)
transducer.bsky.social
no, it’s in a big bottle, I sorta have to squeeze it onto the swab 🫤

The actual problem here is me not giving myself the time to do my eyeliner A., properly and B., not in the car lol 😅
transducer.bsky.social
Oh, no, it’s not you (or not just you, lol)—and I agree with you, it’s a shit take & it’s one I hate to see prominent trans women express.

It’s just… ugh, I don’t know. I’m remembering that post about “this is someone with a getting-yelled-at fetish” and yet here I am being part of the problem 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😓
transducer.bsky.social
I feel like she’s just posting intentionally inflammatory shit to get attention, tbh… but yeah in any case it’s something that can be on other people’s TLs but I do not need on mine. 👎🙅🏻‍♀️🙂‍↔️ bsky.app/profile/tran...
transducer.bsky.social
the category error of conflating “transness”—“the state of being trans”—with “a certain kind of (white, blonde, upper-middle-class, performative, American) trans(feminine) lifestyle” is so obvious & foolish I have to assume she’s trolling 🙄

Muted her, muted her name, will block if I have to 🤷🏻‍♀️
transducer.bsky.social
I have the right stuff to remove it lol—it’s more that it’s sometimes a pain to put *on* bc fixing mistakes with the waterproof stuff is a PITA (as you mention) and I’m not that good at it yet 😅
transducer.bsky.social
the category error of conflating “transness”—“the state of being trans”—with “a certain kind of (white, blonde, upper-middle-class, performative, American) trans(feminine) lifestyle” is so obvious & foolish I have to assume she’s trolling 🙄

Muted her, muted her name, will block if I have to 🤷🏻‍♀️
transducer.bsky.social
This is brilliant and compassionate… community aid *and* a night off for you! Win-win 💖
transducer.bsky.social
stable employment and she’s cute to boot?! that’s a keeper 😉💖
transducer.bsky.social
Why do I *ever* wear the non-waterproof eyeliner to therapy. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Jen, you ditz
transducer.bsky.social
weirdly, not her, afaik? They should do that with Kingdom rattrap tbh
transducer.bsky.social
who among us 🤷🏻‍♀️

you’re doing it anyway. That’s better 💖
transducer.bsky.social
The boy meets world ep is a titan of the genre, totally. I should look up this YouTube channel… you don’t know of the top of your head what it’s called, do you? No, no, I can do my own homework lol
transducer.bsky.social
girl I would do an entire separate podcast series on The Secret World of Alex Mack, that was *foundational*. And they must have done a body-swap in there somewhere, right? I’m 85% sure they did (we were not a cable household during its original run, so I only caught the occasional ep @ a friend’s)
transducer.bsky.social
hey, we stan a thicc queen 🤷🏻‍♀️
transducer.bsky.social
Ohmigod, no kidding that’s a high-profile trans author. Good on you for making a go of it anyway, tho!
transducer.bsky.social
Like I would get stuck in a section of the mail, break free, get to the next section, still not the section with the Apple Store—then I’d get stuck there too. 🤦🏻‍♀️

Also my main pseudo-ex from my 20s was there? 🤷🏻‍♀️

God. You take one night off the Seroquel & when you’re back on, it kicks you in the ass 😣
transducer.bsky.social
barely dragging myself awake from dreams where I was working jobs I’ve had in the past, like the Apple Store, but I had to do so under my deadname and the mandatory shirts didn’t fit right. Then I went on break from the Apple Store, but I got lost in the mall & kept wandering eternally…
transducer.bsky.social
hmmm… I am “between full-time jobs” at the moment… 🤷🏻‍♀️
transducer.bsky.social
maybe I should not let my dreams stay dreams 🤔
transducer.bsky.social
Spring of Drowned Girl: the original gender fluid