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🐝 It's called Barkly Square because you. Because. They call it. Coz of the. Barkly Square is. Um.

Woof.
🐝 I should watch that... Makima is goals- [remembering what she's like] by which I mean I want to run a police force- [remembering I hate cops] uh I mean I just want to own a dog- [remembering what she's like again] or just killed and turned into a child- [deleting my account]
🐝 "I was on the edge the whole time!", 3/5 stars.
🐝 Okay good news! Everybody has not died today, so far.
🐝 Actually, I think there are more than dozens of us. Statistics suggest at least 1% of the population are autistic, and-
🐝 The answer to every "A or B?" question is always "yes."
🐝 I probably won't have time to check this out, but I'm definitely interested.
🐝 A friend of mine keeps arguing with me that Madoka/Homura isn't a borderline FP thing, it's actually a schizoid SP thing. She's wrong but I thought it was funny.
🐝 One day I hope I can write something that helps a person understand what it feels like to have an FP. That would be my opus.
🐝 This is why I've stopped doing politics and started doing praxis. All the good ideas in the world mean nothing if you can't wield power to reify them.
🐝 But Maddy, what if she thinks it's awkward and uncomfortable, and by openly communicating I destroy my chances of ever... Getting the thing I'm communicating about. Hmm okay I think I'm being silly here.
🐝 I really wish I could understand, and I really wish I never do.
🐝 There's only so much you can reason your way out of something that fundamentally alters the way you reason. At a certain point you could be left with nothing but "I think, therefore I am", and everything else is lost to delusion. And then that, too, can be lost.
🐝 It's a delusion that only afflicts people who have never suffered any real delusions. A disconnect from reality in those who think they understand the world best. Most people don't know how it feels to be truly out of control and drowning in your own mind.
🐝 I often think the same thing about BPD, and about addiction. So many mentally healthy people have this illusion that everyone should be in control of themselves, and mental illness can only "win" if you're weak-willed.
🐝 Because I am evil, and thus ought not to exist, you also have my permission to save the lizards instead of me. You can name one in my honor.
🐝 Wouldn't have an impact on his intelligence anyway.
🐝 Thankfully I am both evil and like serving people, so if I ever have to choose between you and lizards, I'm saving the lizards, just for you.
🐝 My hands smell like dog now.
🐝 Puppy is desperate to eat screws.
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