Then theres the 50-65 y/o demographic which i generally rule out on principle who seem to uniformly want me as either a sugar baby or to worship me which is just the exact opposite of what im here for.
Apparently I'm quite the catch to the 30-50 y/o male top demographic but alas i have basically no interest in this group unless they plan to indulge my kinky fantasies which about 1% of them do.
When it comes to casual sex i have a very high barrier to entry bc i don't actually want sex lol
I think my gf plans to let me out for good after the first and i wonder if i can convince her to make this a permanent dynamic...
Not the denial probably, unless she wanta that, just the cage bc ngl i find this incredibly comfortable and the same kind of secure feeling i get from a harness.
Im planning on getting a smaller ring and maybe cage depending on how money shakes out next paycheck. Torn between the same size but with a smaller gap or just a smaller ring alltogether.
I just need 5-10 people to use and abuse me for a day straight without breaking my keyholder's ban on my cumming this wouldnt fix me at fucking all but it would be very nice
I am willing and desire to fill whatever mold you want me in, but i need to know I'm doing it right and be told when im not to get any enjoyment or meaning out of it.
Now a punishment is different. That's discipline, training, helping me to be better when i haven't been. I don't mind some degredation there but its context.
Im going to be honest, ive never understood the appeal of degredation tbh.
No i want to be assured I'm being good when i suffer for you. I want to be told how im being a good girl when im out of breath and barely able to think. I don't want to feed my insecurities i want them to be beaten out of me
