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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jul 28

Not to be boring, but in Australia they (I guess we) call Honeydew Rockmelon.

N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jul 20

Does anyone have leads on a TShirt that has Data and Worf holding Spot, with Data saying - “Tell him he’s a pretty cat, a good cat!” Because my husband needs that as a shirt.

#startrek #startrektng #tng #data #worf

two men holding a cat with the words tell him he is a pretty cat below them

Alt: Worf holding a cat , with Data saying “tell him he is a pretty cat and a good cat”. The words appear in caption below the picture.

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jun 28

Thanks, I’ll have a look!

(Also starstruck at even being answered, but yeah!)

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jun 28

Where do I get this pin? @margaret.bsky.social

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jun 1

TW: Self Harm

A little over a month ago I overdosed on tricyclic antidepressants and pain killers. In less than a month is my birthday. I am struggling with so much pain right now, I’m exhausted all the time and I just want to not be here anymore. It’s so much at the moment.

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · May 30

I can’t even get Fruitopia when I go to visit my parents? Fuck Trump (for this and literally everything else!!)

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Apr 23

So ranting into the ether where no one knows me. Yesterday I overdosed on pain meds. It sucked and now I have to go back to counselling and see my GP which is going to be harder discussion. My partner now has to manage my meds.

N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Apr 16

My natural Little is on full takeover mode. My diet is like that of a toddler with a credit card (which is to say very beige and berry filled). I’ve been cuddling my teddy bear the whole day while Daddy is at work. I keep wearing his hoodie. Being sick sucks and I want to just cuddle and sleep.

a brown teddy bear is laying on a yellow pillow

ALT: a brown teddy bear is laying on a yellow pillow

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Feb 10

Writing me off and I take 23 pills a day and none of them seem to help. I just wish I wasn’t so fucking useless and a burden to everyone.

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Feb 10

On top of that, the pain has been so bad since September that I haven’t been able to intimate with any of my partners and it’s definitely affecting my husband and I know we’re growing apart and I feel like he’s growing resentful. I’m exhausted, I’m in pain and no one is helping me; doctors are just

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Feb 10

last year and I feel useless because I can’t even pick up an extra day at work without my body shutting down completely.

I just feel like we have no options…😞

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Feb 10

So… thanks to my partners job suspending him for 7 months (with pay but none of the over time) and my 8 weeks off of work late last year due to chronic illness, we’re about 4 grand in the hole and have no current way out. Just so frustrated because most of this has to do with my not working

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jan 29

What to do and I’m really just kind of over it all. And it’s not weird because my coworkers are saying I look better and seem less bad but at the same time I can only manage that by sleeping away half my free time and eating like 4 things. I’m so tired of this life but I don’t know what to do.

N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jan 29

I feel relieved, but also angry and sad because I’m still living in pain and I paid thousands of dollars to a private pain clinic that literally spent maybe 30 minutes over 5 appointments. I’m exhausted and I’m tired and I know that something is really wrong and being missed and I don’t know

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jan 29

Finally, FINALLY have an appointment with the hospital’s pain clinic. I was first referred last April (to a different hospital where I actually still haven’t been given an appointment). It’s in March. Like 11 months for a pain clinic after a year in pain, nausea and an inability to eat properly…

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jan 28

a position that works for me, not have weight on me if I can’t handle it, but still experience physical pleasure.

And of course fucking with the mind can be just as amazing if you’re in the moods.

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jan 28

On my most painful days where I’m still feeling amorous OR I can feel that my partner is in need of touch - nothing beats a hand job/finger fuck. I feel less “useless” and I feel like I’m still giving them pleasure. Having my partner/partners reciprocate is also generally good because I can be in

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Jan 4

We can pretend Diet Coke is water right? (I did also have actual water).

Veggies are my jam!

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Dec 11

These are my pills. I emptied my bank account for TAP Block this morning. Neither have worked that well. It’s been 20 months of pain and way too much money. In the past month I’ve been told I’ll heal “with gentle exercise and healthy eating” and my tachycardia was “anxiety”. No, I have pneumonia.

A red pill container filled with pills in 4 different chambers labeled Morning, Noon, Eve and Bed resting on a traditional Mexican blanket.

A hand holding 10 pills with a multiple chamber pill box and dirty kitchen counter in the background.

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Dec 10

Managed to give my self aspiration pneumonia. Fuck my fucking life!

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Dec 2

Sitting in a cop shop while my hubs gives a police statement about being assaulted next week.

It needs to be to said; fuck the police, ACAB. We’re only doing this so we can take further action.

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Nov 24

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Nov 24

Share a crush with you have, no explanations.

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Rain's Requiem @starshinepoetry.bsky.social · Nov 24

share a crush you have, no explanation 🤭🩷💜💙

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N @talesofasubby.bsky.social · Nov 21

Heading back to the hospital. Maybe 9th times a charm?