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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 15

nevermind bluesky can't private, i'm killing myself.

Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 15

so i'm locking this account for a while until i feel slightly okay. or blind enough to care. also i hope things get better when i move to a new country. life is going to be better. i hope. 🧵(5/5)

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 15

i ditched myself from everyone. i want to laugh too, but i don't have that like everybody does. i never called myself human. i want to be someone's friend who i can share with. draw together. maybe i'm meant to suffer from this cycle. no matter how hard i try, it's always the same.🧵(4/5)

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 15

ever since, i can't draw the things i used to love. i can't post. i'm so scared of being watched. i'm so scared of being judged. what if one day they attack me? i draw what i love from my mind. but i'm not accepted. i want to be everyone's friend. i don't have a best friend. and it hurts. 🧵(3/5)

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 15

i want to be forgotten. it's something i've wanted to say for a while. i tell myself i'm fine but i know damn well i'm not. it's been like this for a year. i don't have the passion to draw like i used to. i want to continue drawing, but that feeling i have, it's scaring me. 🧵(2/5)

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 15

i haven't been feeling well. it's temporary. delete later.
🧵(1/5)

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 10

creatura:D

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 9

that one post pisses me off greatly

Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 8

YOU SHOULD PLAY IT!! it's a massive improvement to the successor
not gonna lie i didn't know you were into patapon. patapon holds a great childhood to me

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 8

sometimes looking at other splatoon ocs makes me think i wish i could give them that. larger tentacle hair. sigh.

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 8

second phase

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 8

what about ratatan?

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 7

hollow knight oc concept #hollowknight

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 7

i feel inspired to draw a hollow knight oc 🥺

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 6

I need to do that achievement 😭🙏
tell me how to do it when you find out a way

Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 6

I finished the game in two nights

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 4

SILKSONG SILKSONG SILKSONG

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Sep 4

hollyberry ✨
I haven't played the game in so long

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Aug 28

please take me back to the country!! i miss you, dear :(

Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Aug 28

i've been away for a month because i was on vacation. don't worry i've been drawing while away and i got lots of projects done

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Aug 17

NOOO IT'S WORTH IT!! After saving money for almost 2 years

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Aug 17

the S2 squids are neon while the S1 are pale, so of course I can tell the difference 😂
I'm close to finishing the S3 sets! You inspired me to become a Splatoon plush and cushion collector. Thank you!!🙏

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Aug 17

the fact that you have the same colour but one of them is S1 and the other S2 is so fascinating!! Truly a dream to live as a collector! 💖 I'm currently waiting to get my next squib plushies

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Jul 28

maybe we see each other in next year's artfight 🫡

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Shivo 🐙 @shivo.bsky.social · Jun 30

birthday gifts!! 🥳🎂

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