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My mother had always warned me how dangerous fire was. Repeatedly telling me not to go near it with horrible scenarios of what could happen to me if I did. It didn’t occur to me for decades that my mother had turned her warnings about fire into a daily ritual of torment that
On the flip side, I have a perfect marriage. We just celebrated our 31 year anniversary. We’ve been together over 33 years. He’s perfect!
I was always in trouble bc of what my siblings did so I spent most of middle school, grounded.
Not just as a child. I was the scapegoat up until 2019, when I ended it with them. I was 59.
Your ex is a malignant narcissist?
I have more friends than I can keep up with. I never had problems in the outside world. All of my monsters lived in my house. You’re not keeping me up. I don’t go to sleep until 7am at the earliest.
My sister had no trauma. I absorbed it all for her. I’m doing really well considering I have one of the most severe cases of CPTSD that my Dr has treated in 30yrs of working w trauma patients. Great psych Rx for depression but unfortunately there’s no Rx for PTSD. But I’m better than I was in 2019.
I couldn’t ditch them. When my sis was born I was 4. I vowed to take any abuse meant for her so she’d have a life. I never told her bc I didn’t want her carrying my burden. Same w my brother. They were like my kids. I was tortured by my mom, tortured for them & 6yrs ago I learned they were in on it.
You’re lucky. My mother’s wanted me dead sun birth. She & my sister used to discuss, w great excitement, how I might die soon. My father couldn’t remember that I was his daughter & always referred to me like I was my mother, the ex wife he hated. My brother only screamed at me. No love whatsoever.
Thank you. Only later did I realize that the hug felt as it did because I’ve never been held by my family. Ever. Not if I was scared, sick, injured, sad or really happy. I hadn’t experienced that from my family.
My story is about perspective and gratitude. Where did you find my desperation?
WATCH: Blind man dragged by federal agents into Portland ICE facility

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How does my story and that story resemble each other.
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This thread is about perspective and gratitude❤️

One of my favorite stories is about a farmer who goes to visit the wise man of the town. The farmer tells the wise man, “Oh you must help me old wise man. My house is so small. I cannot tolerate it much longer. What should I do?”
If your boys are free spirited then you’ve done it right.
Please explain “It's very unprofessional to me personally. And of course I didn't believe u were just pip tend to judge when they see an image....”
I’m sorry about that. Me almost dying six times is for real as well. And everyone is kinder than my family.