Shane💀Blackheart (they/them)
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Author of dark LGBTQ+ speculative fiction & poetry. Artist. 30s. 🏳️‍⚧️ Agender trans masc (they/them). Plural. AuDHD. ♿️ Disabled. 🚫No genAI Website: https://shaneblackheart.com Pillowfort: https://www.pillowfort.social/ShaneBlackheart
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Canvas of Scars is a collection of dark poetry, short prose, and art by a trans masc author with themes of PTSD, psychosis, and other dark subjects. It's my first art/poetry collection, and it's my own story of what I survived and the art that helped me cope 🖤 #transpoetry 🌈📚 ♿♾️📚
Canvas of Scars
Wandering alone late at night in the dark. Searching fo…
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My insurance won't cover anything other than a 'hard line' or a very visible one, so that was partly why I declined. I wasn't sure I could get used to it and I'd be stuck with them.
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I'd likely pass. If it's being compared to two things I really didn't like, that tells me I wouldn't like the book.
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That's what's odd, I don't really notice having trouble seeing up close, but when the doctor messed around with the... thing they put on you to do the exam, it appeared I did. Weird.
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I'm gonna have to suck it up for my next pair for sure.
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Something a little cheeky. It's an older drawing from better years with my mental health, when I drew fun stuff more often. Byleth being Byleth 😆 #art
Anime-style drawing of Byleth, a white demon with golden horns and red eyes. He's leaning over far while standing, and one hand is raised to his lips while the other is holding a phone. He's looking at the viewer. He has blonde hair and is wearing a white crop top with red and blue stripes near the bottom of it, super short booty jean shorts, and a pair of white heeled boots.
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I'm unsure if I want to leave this long rant here or if I delete it tomorrow, but if you somehow see it, please, help.

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Every bit counts and reshares are much, MUCH appreciated. I have no other way currently and I don't want to stop doing what I can and I love. [End.]
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Charon is also a bit of a slut so there's that too 😆
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Want something horror-themed but more fun & campy? There are a few serious themes, but I had way too much fun being corny with this one. I love the silliness of b-horror, so I combined it with the vibes of Tim Burton films. Add a bit of 'slasher' & sexy monsters, and you've got this bit of chaos 💀
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Since it's October, I want to share one of my books I haven't talked about in a while. It's a fun Tim Burton fever dream of a queer T4T 'horror' (horror in parentheses because it's got sexy monsters and takes place in the underworld, and has a slasher element). Trans masc x trans masc 💜
It's Only A Little Death
Being dead never felt so good...
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And I get new glasses on my birthday 🤘🏻 Win-win.
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Today was really good. My panic attacks are changing in how they manifest. They've been for a few years now & I'm getting used to what's a 'I'm gonna actually faint' vs 'I feel faint but I'm okay I just need to calm TF down.' Made it through today even though it was hard.
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That's nice! I think I'd only qualify for the hard line ones through my insurance, which is partly why I declined this time. We'll see where I'm at in a couple years I guess.
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It's inevitable eventually I think. My prescription in general jumped from 5.something to 7.something 😵‍💫 but it's been... years since I've been checked.
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Ma'am I am only gonna be 37 we are not there yet.
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How dare my eye exam results call me 'bifocals years old.' Seriously though, my eyes are getting so bad 🫠 Declined bifocals for now, but my next prescription likely will have to be 😭
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Dream

I started this for #Augustarion but it evolved 🙏
#Astarion #BG3
Monochrome painting of Astarion in a gothic princely outfit, half lying down with his eyes closed and arm rested. He might be resting inside a coffin, but it's unclear. He's surrounded by white roses and candles with an ethereal lighting.
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Forgot to share this, I was tagged in such an awesome review of my poetry/art book 🤩
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wyrd_lea on Instagram: "As someone who was secually abused, this collection speaks to me in some ways much better than Lauris Halse Anderson’s SHOUT. It is…"
As someone who was secually abused, this collection speaks to me in some ways much better than Lauris Halse Anderson’s SHOUT. It is honest and speaks to other survivors, first and foremost. Written accessibly with some of the most fantastic nightmare hell imagery + poem combinations, Canvas of Scars doesn’t hold back on how frankly unlovable you feel and “punished for existing” with the combined effect of PTSD, neurodivergency, abuse, queerness, trauma, religion, loneliness, hauntings and monsters. If you’re also a survivor, then this probably will have a similar effect to what Astarion in BG3 or SHOUT did for others by helping see what patterns are your trauma, not you.If you are struggling with a lot of these thoughts, remember to spite N@zis because they would absolutely hate you realizing you’re not alone and are worthy of care (by yourself and others). Also, the collection contains support, hotlines to call, and other helpful info for folx struggling at the end. Definitely check that out!Voidlust, Soiled Lace, page 71 art poem, The Omen, Drowning Apathetic, are some of my favorites from this collection. Page 117-118 are some of the most powerful and what I’ve experienced myself writing my own experiences (“god, there’s no breaks [pauses from dismal trauma] at all in this” and miss the point they’re supposed to understand how bad it is and don’t get a release as we don’t get a release. I’m incredibly honored to have been given an ARC copy to read and definitely believe we need more survivor-to-survivor books, not written palatable for the masses.“The world is better with you in it. I promise.” Damn straight it is. Thank you, Shane.#booksta #bookstagrammer #bookstagrammer #bookworm #poetry #poetrycollection #poetsofınstagram #survivor #ptsdsurvivor #ptsd
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Hi #PortfolioDay! 🐙

I'm Shemei and I work with OC art & character design!
I draw humanoid, monster, alien and furry characters 🐰
I'm doing art as my only income so shares are highly appreciated - I'm in a dire need of a new tablet! 🙏

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Other links: shemeiart.carrd.co
Sketchy colored drawing of horned character sitting with one arm on the knee, showing off his nails on hand. He is smiling and is clearly happy. There are sparkles and hearts around him and whole drawing is with blue to green to pink colors with synthwave/vaporwave/y2k vibes!

Character is Xan and he is my OC! Digital portrait of bunny looking cyclops alien with colorful bursts of energy and sparkles around them.

Character belongs to @ymbrynae.bsky.social Digital portrait of a bird-monster character. They have big, red teeth and huge beak in cyan color. There is red ring behind their head and dark background. They have two necklaces on their neck and two earrings in "ears". Their eye is very bright.

Character belongs to @vastally.bsky.social Sketchy colored bust of shirtless, horned character smiling slightly and looking offcamera at someone. There are sparkles around him and whole drawing is with blue to green to pink colors with synthwave/vaporwave/y2k vibes! 

Character is Xan and he is my OC!
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Painting finished!!!
An exercise with realism and acrylics. A first experiment with realism painting inspired by the works of the talented Miurgen. ✨🌿🎨

#paint #astarion #bg3 #baldursgate3 #art #astarionbaldursgate3 #digitalart
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#wip: illustration set aside few months ago... Astarion's parents.

#bg3 #Astarion #fanart #Fantasy
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Now that I've recovered from my cold and isn't sneezing my brains out, I finally managed to finish up my piece from @paulscottcanavan.com 's mentorship :D

Knew I wanted to paint a horse, so decided to draw some inspiration from the wild hunt folklore and ended up with bonus doggies.
A male rider dressed in leather armour rides across the sky. He's carrying a spear, and a half cape is flying out behind him. His horse have blue glows across its body, and they're flanked by two demonic canines with red glows across their body. Behind them is a eclipse and clouds.
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it's autumn now, obligatory repost of this old one. red pen & black pen
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People need to chill out, is my unhinged take 😆
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Forgot to share this, I was tagged in such an awesome review of my poetry/art book 🤩
www.instagram.com/p/DPX_ZXbjR0...
wyrd_lea on Instagram: "As someone who was secually abused, this collection speaks to me in some ways much better than Lauris Halse Anderson’s SHOUT. It is…"
As someone who was secually abused, this collection speaks to me in some ways much better than Lauris Halse Anderson’s SHOUT. It is honest and speaks to other survivors, first and foremost. Written accessibly with some of the most fantastic nightmare hell imagery + poem combinations, Canvas of Scars doesn’t hold back on how frankly unlovable you feel and “punished for existing” with the combined effect of PTSD, neurodivergency, abuse, queerness, trauma, religion, loneliness, hauntings and monsters. If you’re also a survivor, then this probably will have a similar effect to what Astarion in BG3 or SHOUT did for others by helping see what patterns are your trauma, not you.If you are struggling with a lot of these thoughts, remember to spite N@zis because they would absolutely hate you realizing you’re not alone and are worthy of care (by yourself and others). Also, the collection contains support, hotlines to call, and other helpful info for folx struggling at the end. Definitely check that out!Voidlust, Soiled Lace, page 71 art poem, The Omen, Drowning Apathetic, are some of my favorites from this collection. Page 117-118 are some of the most powerful and what I’ve experienced myself writing my own experiences (“god, there’s no breaks [pauses from dismal trauma] at all in this” and miss the point they’re supposed to understand how bad it is and don’t get a release as we don’t get a release. I’m incredibly honored to have been given an ARC copy to read and definitely believe we need more survivor-to-survivor books, not written palatable for the masses.“The world is better with you in it. I promise.” Damn straight it is. Thank you, Shane.#booksta #bookstagrammer #bookstagrammer #bookworm #poetry #poetrycollection #poetsofınstagram #survivor #ptsdsurvivor #ptsd
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