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28, autistic girl, music/Nintendo/Disney/Animal Crossing geek. Mostly apolitical. I met Neil Tennant on 03/09/17, Rufus Wainwright on 22/06/24, Joan As Police Woman on 05/10/24 & Teddy Swims 09/03/25. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜πŸ˜˜πŸŽΆπŸŒˆβ€οΈπŸ¦„πŸ˜΄πŸŒ»πŸ¦œπŸͺ©πŸ΄σ §σ ’󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 https://linktr.ee/RosieLeBonTennant
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Terrible band name aside,I quite like Cigarettes After Sex. I’m not too familiar with all their albums, but I like a good amount of their songs regardless. πŸ™‚ I personally enjoy Don't Let Me Go the most,mainly as Neil Tennant happens to love it too. A fitting song for my feelings towards him too. πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜πŸ’™
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The 2 text posts from my IG stories that you see below more or less explain how this month has been going for me up to now. πŸ™ƒ Didn’t think I’d be celebrating Ian Watkins’ demise, yet also mourning the loss of Dave Ball in the space of not even 2 full weeks, but here we are! πŸ˜±πŸ€·β€β™€οΈπŸ˜­πŸ’”
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Same here for me! πŸ₯³ Especially in light of how one of my support workers has injured one of her collarbones and is going to have to be off work for a few weeks + my routine is likely going to be a bit off for a while. πŸ₯Ί
Ian Watkins passing has been the morale boost I needed 🀩
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Most people (including myself) will probably still likely just call him β€œH” though. πŸ™ƒπŸ€£
Congratulations to Ian Watkins of the band Steps for now being the *only* Ian Watkins. πŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ‘
In ways though, I'd consider hibernating if my birthday wasn't in winter. Anybody who knows me well will know that my birthday is the only thing about winter I like - I hate everything else. It goes on forever, is too dark/miserable/cold & it makes people ill,which isn't nice. 😒
Sleeping is the only thing in winter I feel like doing most of the time. 😌 But obviously since I can't sleep all day every day in this season, the only things I feel like doing when I'm awake is staying warm indoors, eating, chatting to online friends, watching movies & listening to music. πŸ’€πŸ˜΄πŸ™„πŸ€£
I say "poor us" as in if I were to fall asleep, he'd most likely be bored. πŸ™„πŸ˜’ But at the same time, I can't help it if I'm tired and I'm sure there's times Neil gets exhausted a lot too, namely when PSB are touring, bless him. πŸ₯° He is also a good bit older than me after all. 🀣😍❀️
Sometimes I imagine what a slumber party with Neil Tennant would be like for me. πŸ€”πŸ˜ But I'd more than likely be so tired after a while that I'd be too busy sleeping to have much in the way of fun with him. πŸ₯±πŸ₯Ί LMFAO, poor us! πŸ™„πŸ€£πŸ˜΄πŸ’€
You may think I'm a weird person for admitting this, but I'm not exactly a party animal thesedays. 🀣 I don't really do late nights now, apart from when I go to a concert. Otherwise, I'm quite happy to go to bed. I guess you could just say that I enjoy sleeping, LOL! πŸ€£πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜΄πŸ’€
I may or may not have mentioned on here before that Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart is my favourite song from Alicia Keys. Why, you may ask? πŸ₯Ί
Because in many ways, I think this song sums up how I feel a lot of the time, namely when it comes to deeply loving someone that you can't have. πŸ˜’πŸ˜­πŸ’”
Yes, I'm fully aware that I'm a strange person/hopeless romantic in many ways, and feel free to judge me for it. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜‰πŸ™„ And say what you like about my crush on Neil Tennant, but at least I do admit that he's quite an unusual person for a girl my age to love, LOL! πŸ€£πŸ˜œπŸ˜‰πŸ™ƒπŸ™„πŸ˜πŸ˜˜β€οΈ
And because I can only really truly spend time with Neil Tennant like I would a real life friend when I'm asleep, no wonder I look forward to going to bed so much now. πŸ™„πŸ€£πŸ˜΄
(Also, because I often think of him as my prince, I like to imagine him kissing me awake, hehe.) 😍😘❀️
Sometimes life is just too hard for me to cope with that I wish I could sleep for a long time and never wake up. πŸ™„πŸ˜΄ When I say that, I don't mean it like I want to die or anything, but I do find sleeping does help a good bit when I just want to forget bad things for a while. πŸ˜΄πŸ’€πŸ˜œπŸ€£
Can we have more photos of Neil Tennant sleeping in this universe already? Please & thank you. Ugh, he's such a cutie pie when he's in repose from the pics I have seen, hehe. πŸ˜ƒ So much so that I wish I could kiss him awake...and yes, I'm nuts to confess that! πŸ˜‰πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜΄πŸ’€πŸ˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’™πŸ’–πŸ‘
And if there was something he wanted to do I've not mentioned, I'd make the effort to be there for him. πŸ€—πŸ˜˜ But imagining this makes me both smile & cry, as I know he's only there to help me in my dreams/nobody in real life comes close to having the same amount of free time I have. πŸ˜­πŸ’”
I imagine doing so much in my life with Neil Tennant that it's not even funny. It ranges from us eating, sleeping, (but not having sex) shopping, listening to music, going to gigs together & even us snuggling up to each other for a chat/to hug and kiss. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜­πŸ€£πŸ’–πŸ’™πŸ’œβ€οΈπŸ’”
My sleeping habits summed up in a tweet:
Lights out.
Silence.
Late sleeper.
Several soft pillows.
PJ's on.
I drink water before bed.
No socks.
Side sleeper.
I do snore. (My mum says so anyway)
Late riser.
Usually a heavy sleeper.

And of course, I sleep with lots of plushies in bed too. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜πŸ’™πŸ’–πŸ˜΄πŸ‘
I much prefer the clean version of We're Good by Dua Lipa to the explicit one. The line that goes, "We're not meant to be like sleeping & cocaine," really didn't make me feel very comfortable upon hearing it. I much prefer it going "We're not to be, that's never gonna change." 🀣
🎢 Hey scum, hey scum,
What are you going to do when karma comes?
A-calling, and you're falling,
And there's nowhere left to run,
And you're weeping, and not sleeping,
And you're begging for your gun,
Pull the trigger! 🎢
// Scum - Depeche Mode. //
I want to live in a world without a stupid/incompetent government in it, regardless of the political party. πŸ™„πŸ˜‘ Although that said, who doesn't feel this way at the moment? πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

(Reasons like this are why I'm prone to daydreaming & having wild fantasies/falling asleep, to get some form of escape.) πŸ€£πŸ˜΄πŸ™ƒ
It's so nice to be tucked up in bed and feel snug. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜Œ Bed really is the best place to be, especially if you're tired/frustrated and just want to escape reality. πŸ₯Ί I like to associate the covers as a warmth and protection from bad things in life too, whether you're awake or asleep. πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜΄πŸ’€πŸ‘
In ways, with how often I am asleep...I feel like I may as well be Neil Tennant's sleeping beauty or something, LOL! πŸ€£πŸ˜ŒπŸ˜‰πŸ˜πŸ€—πŸ˜˜πŸ˜΄πŸ’€πŸ’™πŸ’–
(This may also contribute a bit as to why Aurora is my 2nd favourite Disney Princess too.)
And ever since the PSB song with this title came out, "dreamland" has officially became one of my all time favourite words period now. But considering I'm the sort of person who enjoys dreaming to escape reality, whether asleep or awake, that'll likely be why, LOL! πŸ˜ƒπŸ€£πŸ˜πŸ˜΄πŸ’–πŸ’™πŸ‘πŸ‘‡
In a way, I find it quite amusing how the word "dreamland," has different meanings and definitions/can be used in lots of ways. 🀣 But the two things I typically associate it meaning are a lovely land that only exists in dreams, and of course, being in a state of sleep. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜΄πŸ€£πŸ‘
Pictures of sunsets and starry night skies make me very happy indeed. When I see them, I like to imagine being with Neil Tennant, snuggling up to and chatting to him. They certainly make for a nice thing for me to see before I close my eyes and fall asleep at night, hehe. πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ŒπŸŒ…πŸŒƒπŸŒŸπŸ’€πŸ˜΄πŸ˜πŸ˜˜β€οΈπŸ’–πŸ’™πŸ‘