Jelly 🪼
@rhapsodicjelly.bsky.social
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✩ Age 25 ✩ Married ✩ cosplayer/model ✩ She/He
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I hate having an anxiety disorder because what do you mean I'm all frazzled over nothing
I can handle everything on my own, maybe I'll die trying but at least I tried
I know someone that worked so hard to start a life with someone and she just decided that she was done by the time everything was prepared. What if I never make it to being ready to start an independent life because I'm so sick and dependent? I hate asking for help and I won't do it ever again
I don't have a space to sorta get out my feelings and I apologize for this sudden outburst I just don't wanna pretend things are ok. They haven't been ever since I almost died. Why couldn't I just have died? Freya wouldn't be attached and everything would've been better. Is it it even worth trying?
I don't enjoy life. whoever said life gets better is an asshole. I got better for a little bit but now it's all crashing in front of me. I wish I didn't exist and I wish this would all just fucking stop. I tried to start therapy back and he said I was a low risk patient, I'm so over it