Rattetytat 🐹
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The new wallet looking almost like my old one 🧍
Look what came today 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just wanted to make my mom's wishes come true because dad never allowed her to do something like this.... But is ok I will make this the first and last time
but they are demanding a lot of things that when I said no, they knew exactly where to attack to make me break down ( My broken family history, my loss of faith etc.)

I didn't want to upset my mom because this is her special day so I played emotionless but I've already cried in the toilet twice
but what I completely didn't expect was mom's cell group suddenly wanting to barge their way into the party too, which I've already made extra arrangements to accommodate them
I knew organising a staycation party for my mom would be quite stressful but I didn't expect it to be THIS bad.....

I knew my mom and relatives would be wishy-washy which I thought I had it under control because they are easily reasoned with and are very happy to work with me to compromise
My tablet died and Im too lazy to reset it so have an old mid autumn drawing 🐇🥮🌕😊
Sorry I kept drawing long vertical compositions I love huge negative space, it encapsulates a feeling of falling into the embrace of calm silence to me 🥺
factory resetting my ipad so I can sell it to a friend and I don't remember drawing this.... 😳
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#Onmyojitober2025
【day04 - cloud】
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Rest your head gently in the cloud,
beneath this moon's illusive shroud

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#Onmyoji #阴阳师 #OroTsuku #蛇月
But this one took 2 hours because I was feeling very ambitious that day ADJAKDkfkdkf
Sketches done for Onmyojitober, I forced myself to only spend max. 60 mins on them and leave all the mistakes along with it🧍

#Rattetysketches
#Onmyoji
So the two hinakos ending really resonated with me deeply, I'm also at that crossroads in life right now, though it resonated a bit too deeply to the point I was hurt to see people I care say that it is "woke"
But I'm also lucky enough that throughout the years I've also made friends with healthy married couples and they had help me ease my fears considerably ;w;
That's the reason why I have an intense fear of marriage for a very long time...

One of my cousin's wedding still haunts me till this day, I can never forget how the entire ceremony she was no longer addressed as her name but "Henry and wife"

And she just disappeared since

It scares me so much
Mom's insurance agent gave us ridiculously fancy mooncakes LMAO (It taste good too
yes... and art of him becoming full on infatuated when he sees Hinako all bloodied and violent.... bless you little babygirl.... 🥹
I'm gonna just mute those few friends...... if they end their friendship with me..... It is ok..... I understand......
I'm sorry if my opinion goes against you..... You're more then welcome to block me over these differing opinions
Putting femnisim aside cus Im not the right person to talk about this since my country's stance on it is vastly different from other countries.... From a very personal level, I just wanna see kotoyuki get pregnant and not be slapped with the cruel reality that even till now, nobody believes me
The game in itself is not perfect for sure but and also

Well I mean, mine wasn't as extreme and abusive as what Hinako went through but it was more then enough to make a very negative impact on my self-worth and identity that I still struggle with till today
I'm not one who gets easily sensitive over games politics but something about seeing even online friends I considered close complained that silent Hill F is "woke feminism" and "something that never happened to women" stung quite a lot

Because.... Is a very real thing.... I went through it myself
The amount of engagement I received when I said I wanna go china to attend Onmyoji's 10th anniversary..... I must... really put on my big adult pants..... I can do this..... !!!😢🥲