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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 3h

Just got a $15 dollar donation!

Plz keep them coming as every hit helps in getting me fed, clothed, medicated and sane!!!

Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

to my kind, helpful, understanding, dreams I have when help from the real world isn't happening, and hasn't for over 2 weeks now.

paypal.me/HarleyQuinn420
[email protected]

#Helpsky #DisabilityMatters #MutualAid #MentalHealthMatters

@dgmeek92.bsky.social @akoopa.bsky.social @smenor.com

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

to my kind, helpful, understanding, dreams I have when help from the real world isn't happening, and hasn't for over 2 weeks now.

paypal.me/HarleyQuinn420
[email protected]

#Helpsky #DisabilityMatters #MutualAid #MentalHealthMatters

@dgmeek92.bsky.social @akoopa.bsky.social @smenor.com

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

where I live, not caring that I wasn't able to afford it when Canada boasts about their "free healthcare" when it's not so for those on low/fixed incomes like I am.

Help is still needed. I'll probably quote this one more time, but for now I'm gonna try to take my mind off reality again and go back

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

on with how my anxiety and mental health really is.

Issues ppl accuse me of making excuses over or being lazy.

Heck just got told that my anxiety and severe scoliosis were nothing but excuses assuming I'm able to simply afford being able to get meds or treatment when those things r not covered

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

As I didn't get the funds from the second person till AFTER the ceremony, as I was getting on the bus back home.

So at least with where the bus let me off I was able to grab a value meal at McDonalds on the way home, as it was closer than any store, and I was also tired from the events that went

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

Graduated!!" and have a pic to remember and share with others to prove to those who said I wasn't good enough to do anything in life.

Only 2 ppl helped the whole time, and it was so I was able to get to/from the ceremony and get a celebratory meal as I also went to the ceremony on an empty stomach

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

(as my adult high school one was online due to covid, and I never really got to graduate elementary school being homeschooled for grade 8 by an unlicensed teacher; my mother) and would be my only chance to actually feel awesome being able to shake the Principals hand and be told "You Did It! U

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

and my words twisted and believed to be saying that I DO.

When I was in college, I asked for help for transportation, funds to be able to buy something for when I had back to back on campus classes and wouldn't be home till 9pm because of the busses, funds to be able to get to my grad ceremony,

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

"apparently" always was.

Even though I've been 16 years clean off crack, quitting cold turkey (which was said to be impossible after doing it for 6+ years), NEVER ONCE used dono funds for fun (only needs), and never ask for expensive electronics;

I can say IF/WHEN and those words be ignored

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

I will ONLY be known for the 200 BAD things I did in my past REGARDLESS of if I apologized, changed or learned from it.

They never care about that, and if it's brought up, made to feel like THAT was even wrong to do and treat me like I'm still the same filthy scammer, grifter and crack user I

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

Sad thing is ppl enjoy putting me on lists so I don't get the help I need just like so many others on a fixed disability income in Canada, and using things from my past as if I am that same person now.

It's like for every 400 GOOD things I've did/done for myself or others; past or present,

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 6h

Woke up again to nothing. No food, no donations, no support, nothing at all.

Hate the fairshare bot too, as if I DID have someone to ask directly, I would have already done so.

Which I have been, only for them to not be able to help either, bringing me BACK to having to ask online!!!

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

Doesn't matter if I changed, or got cleaned up, or helped someone else get off drugs. I will only be forever known as a crackhead, filthy beggar, racist (even though I apologized for it in a public post), scammer and grifter.

And that is y no one wants to help me.

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

So many ppl would rather believe that over asking me if it's true, as that seems more believable than someone going this long without any food or anything, and not getting help at all.

It's like for every 400 GOOD things I did or done for myself or others, I'll ONLY be known for the 200 BAD things

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

at first harassing and abusing me, (with reporting their abusive behaviour and being told there's nothing wrong with it whatsoever), proceeding to block them, only for 2 others (and probably more I don't know of) going around saying I'm nothing but a scammer and a grifter and deserve NO HELP for it.

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

Just woke up from a nap even though it's late.

It's been this way ever since I graduated college back in 2023. I post pics of my grad, thanking the ONLY 2 ppl who helped me get to/from college to be able to attend the ceremony, as well as get a little meal for myself, only to have this one person

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

"Scammer" and "Do not help this person" block lists.

It's sad, but mainly the reason y I never seem to get the help I need, which causes me to only be able to ask those who've helped in the past and if they r unable to at that time, then I have literally no one else.

This is how I feel right now

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

nowadays, I'd get ID'd because of looking MUCH younger (and being shorter) than I really am!"

Only for them to screenshot it, and claim I'm using donation money to go have fun with. Nobody questioned them, no one came to me to ask what's up, only believing their every word and putting me on

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

I appreciate it, cuz it's been since 2023 I've had someone posting about me and using anything they can find that I've said in the past against me like it's what I am doing or who I am.

Like this one time I said "when I was 16, I looked old enough to get into clubs without ID, IF I were to do that

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

Sometimes it seems that way. I tend to end up on block lists because ppl enjoy using shit from several years ago against me like I am the same person this very day. So instead of coming to the one being lied about, they believe the one spreading them instead and that's y I never get help when needed

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

They apparently blocked me so I doubt they even would or can.

Sadly dunno what I did for them to block me, never saw their username till u tagged it, and when I click the name it says "User Blocking You".

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

2 hours later and not one share. 2 weeks of asking and not one donation.

So unless I directly tag ppl, no one will share it. As using the same hashtags others use and get help with seem to be doing NOTHING on their own when I use them.

@dgmeek92.bsky.social @fairshare.help @equitableforall.com

Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

I get treated like I matter there and that if I needed help, there would be someone who would understand rather than judge based off something done 7+ YEARS ago and get others to side with them.

paypal.me/HarleyQuinn420
[email protected]

#Helpsky #HelpFolksLive2025 #MentalHealthMatters

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

I get treated like I matter there and that if I needed help, there would be someone who would understand rather than judge based off something done 7+ YEARS ago and get others to side with them.

paypal.me/HarleyQuinn420
[email protected]

#Helpsky #HelpFolksLive2025 #MentalHealthMatters

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

up every morning worrying about if I am going to eat today, asking for help, and getting nothing, only to go back to bed on an empty stomach, and my dreams being filled with my needs being met and wanting to live there forever.

As it seems better there than how I'm treated in reality.

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Nunya Biznez ya stalker creeps. @pwdinpoverty.bsky.social · 1d

and last week that I don't matter and that they hope I starve to 💀 is true.

As who in their right minds would allow someone to go 2 FULL WEEKS without a SINGLE DONATION?! Without being able to get food, toiletries, and meds?!

This is NOT helping my anxiety and stress whatsoever. Having to wake

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